2moro will be the 2nd week for my Spring semester... 1st time i feel like so excited about it... mybe i'm not excited juz i'm so worry about wat my lecturer will teach for 2moro... should do my own revision b4 my class?? i noe i should take the initiative to do some research or preparation before my the class start... Sorry to say tat, my inertia makes me feel tat i do not want to do anything.... my heart say yes but my mind say no... one word to describe myself ~ lazy... ya, i am... i'm tooo lazy to do anything, at least let me rest for tis week and i will make sure i will be more hardworking for next week... i swear !!!
i would say tat i have a tough week for last week... i was damm tired for last week... i feel like i'm so so so busy until i even can't have my own leisure time... everyday is like having some task to be complete ... ish~ luckily, everything is already settle down, tat's mean i might have a rest after tis... Hope so~
2day, i went for my pilates class... Omg!! my instructor was damm strict 2day and now i feel like my body was so tired and all my joints are so pain... one more thing ~ the music tat she plays during the class was not so nice... i noe shouldn't focus so much on the music tat she plays... but so sorry, the music was not nice and it makes me not interested wif tat class... ish ~ i noe i shouldn't do tat...
i'm no longer emo anymore... but i feel so worry... i don't noe wat i'm worry about... my anxiety makes me can't sleep well... it's true, it was almost everyday i feel like i left something to do... it will kill me one day... i think i nid to prepare a notes book to jot down everything tat i nid to complete for tat day so tat i won't forget to do anything... mybe tat will be useful to me.. ya, i noe it...
why shuld my life always come out with uncertainty... why can't i juz say... i must..i can...but why i always come out with word ..."mybe"... i noe i shuld figure it out... mybe one day or once upon a time but for sure i won't do it now...
ciao~
i nid to have a gud rest...
will be back soon ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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