This morning, i hv a terrible,horrible,vegetable mood until i dunnoe how to describe it...
I can't fall asleep for the last whole nite..seriously!!! i hate tat kinda of feeling... my anxiety makes me can't sleep and i'm hardly to breathe....
I shuldn't make the same lame mistakes again... Congratulation Stephanie, you finally make it again..."again- and- again" .... i think i'm really born to be a trouble maker... or wat Chan How Theng say i shuld call " lun zun"(clumsy)... ya, i am.... i 'm the lun zun mui.... i'm not gaining anything from my previous mistakes but making a same mistakes... keep on making and non-stop...
I'm lousy, clumsy, stoo-pid and dumb... i hate who i am... but seriously i din make it purposely, mostly they are happened accidently... i'm not pretending to be a "lun zun mui" because i am, and i no nid to pretend...( don't think tat i'm a faker, i'm not, i hate faker) and i'm not proud to be a "lun zun mui"...
I noe sumbody might saying tat i'm always try to be cute... sori lor, i don't think i'm cute enuff and i'm not cute at all... if i wan 2 be cute, i think u all will cannot stand me or u all might wan 2 slap me or scream infront of me... B'cox i'm a good actress and if i wan 2 be a cute gal, i will make sure tat i'm sooooo cute until i can be nominated to be a Oscar winner...(please don't try me)... i noe sumtimes i'm not mature enuff including the way i talk, my thinking, my words etc... but for sure tat's the real me... i am who i am... if u think tat i'm fake enuff or i'm an attention seeker, u can hate me and stay away from me b'cox i won't mind... seriously i don't care but please don't talk behind of me... i do hate back stabber... u can juz tell me directly... iSh~ hate tat!!!



Finally Gary Cao ( 曹格 ) 's 3rd album has released.... his songs is nice... so far i like it vry much especially the song "无辜" .. is so so so nice.. u all shuld listen to his song... he is so talented.. and i'm so proud of him... his song makes me feel comfortable whenever i feel sad, depressed or having my insomnia... u all can try to do it whenever you feel the same thing... it might help u alot... haha, is my own opinion only lar and all depend on urself , take it or not...


也许这是最后的考验当我再度遇见了你