Wat is the feeling being hated by someone???unhappy?? sad?? depressed?? angry ?? or nothing at all??? i think i will feel nothing because i have aredi used to it... i'm being hated by many people and i started 4get how to react when someone say tat he/she hate me... is true, i really 4get the feeling ady... maybe i'm not good looking enuff (so-called "yong sui").. erm, maybe i'm not sincere enuff ( so-called "fake") maybe me , myself having attitude problem ( seriously, i think i havin' it)... or maybe ppl juz dun like me when they look at me ..or the feeling is not rite... tat's why they hate me~!!! so how??? wat can i do??? obviously i'm not going to do any plastic surgery cox i hv no money to do so and i dun think i nid it... i'm not da one who going to change so if u really can't stand it, juz go away and leave me alone... Juz assumed tat i'm bad, evil and bitchy, i dun mind b'cox i noe i'm not and i'm not up to tat standard yet...i still have a long wat to go~
i noe one of my best fren having tis kind of problem... sad to c her so depressed, i noe she will be recovering vry soon..but it seems like she still havin' a tough time and i feel sad when i can't do anything for her and watching her suffering... sorry ya~ actually i really can't help much, i'm da one who recover from tis kind of situation..it is tough and suffering but time will goes by... seriously, "time" really helps a lots... even i noe u hate the word " time" ... i'm not sure tat whether u will read my blog arnot but i still hope tat u wun mind...
actually is not hard to hate someone and it is not hard to being hated but wat the purpose tat we hate someone??? and sometimes it is tiring, don't you?? we nid to learn how to let go and it is hard to do it.. i use alot of time to learn it and finally i din hate anyone now and i juz dislike somebody oli...tis makes my life becum more easier and more relax but for sure my life becum more boring =p...the word 'let go" sound easy but actually not... but if u think u'r not willing, not ready, not going to , please dun force yourself and juz let it be... b'cox somebody use their entire life to do tat and for sure they are not happy at all...so wat the purpose for doing tat???