You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

Again, is Saturday night!!! wow, what a wonderful Saturday night... I didn't go anywhere and i have to stay at home to do my revision for my Accounting mid-term exam... what a sad case for me!!! I have a lot of things to do but i even get to finish one of them... I just wondering when I'm going to finish them??? I started to regret why I take so many subjects for this semester and i found that i really can't handle it... Stephanie sucks, Stephanie's life gone!!! I really can't imagine how I am I going to handle my final exam... Just forget about it, just let it be!!! I should listen to my mom, if you don't have big head , please don't wear big hat !!! Now, i can see that I'm in a big trouble...
I feel lazy to update my blog due to my hectic life... Some more, I feel nothing to blog. Maybe my life is boring, doing the same routine for everyday, nothing special, so I don't have nothing to blog. For sure, you won't like to read about what I'm complaining for my assignment right?
Finally, I have finish my debate yesterday... Luckily we get to finish it yesterday if not, I still need to suffer for one more week.. My debate session sucks.. I'm too nervous and I just can't control myself...I keep on make myself to have a deep breathe so that i can calm down and it was useless... I think next time i will bring myself some banana to calm down myself, I use banana when I'm doing my piano practical exam and it works for me... I found that whenever i nervous, i will talk very fast and I actually don't know that I'm talking so fast but my friend always tell me i talk very fast... huh, i really can't help myself sometimes... Maybe, next time i will make myself talk slowly... Maybe~

i will be back ~
ciao~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:04:00 PM

wow, is Saturday night!!! it makes me remember a song who sang by Hillary- "WAKE UP"( wake up wake up on the Saturday night...) even it was Saturday night, I still stay at home doing my assignments... what a sad case for me, how pathetic I am!!! but I think I better stay at home rather than going out with my friends because I'm short of money now... I bought two pairs of shoes within a week, some T-shirts and etc... urgh~ I know I shouldn't waste my money on this kind of stuffs..Oops, I did it again.. but whenever I saw the word " SALE", it makes me loose control... that's why I need money than no body does... Seriously, I need a job to continue my life...PLEASE GET ME A JOB!!!

luckily I finish my English composition II presentation yesterday... it drives me crazy... I'm so nervous and I din sleep well at all... Keep on having nightmare, thinking of my presentation..but now, everything is over... I din say I did it very well but at least I think my presentation is OKEY!!! so, I need to have good, great, comfortable and relaxing rest for this two days and continue my hectic life for next week... my next week timetable will be ~ 3 quiz on Mondays ( Malaysian studies, Moral studies and Accounting ) 1 quiz on Tuesday ( Macroeconomic) preparation for my debate on Friday(wednesday & thursday's task) debate on Friday... which mean I won't have any chance to let myself to take a rest... I really having a busy month.. my assignments, homework, test, quiz etc... non-stop... it was killing me deeply... this will be the only place I can complaining all my dissatisfaction and no one who going to tell me I'm doing things wrongly...Thanks God, i really appreciate the oppurtunity that you let me to take every breathe!!!

I actually quite enjoy my busy life even it was quite tough for me (because I'm a lazy girl and always looking for the easier way)... I kinda like the life style I'm having now... at least for this moment but I'm not sure I can take it for how long... Because I'm so miserable-emotional-unpredictable... hope that it would not screw-up my life... please~

ciao~

I need to continue my work...

Stephanie on pic....

I'm vain and I know it...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:47:00 PM

Actually I have nothing to blog. My life was just as usual..busy and keep on busy, nothing special with it... but I having great time 2day... maybe I will started to like group work and maybe group work is quite nice sometimes... even though I'm busy, I found that I'm quite relaxing all the time... hrmm, maybe I'm enjoying my 'busy time"... I like to see myself in a busy mood... Actually I thought that I will get some pressure when I'm busy and those pressure might makes me feel like not eating and it might help me put down some weight... But~ it seems like not works for me... I'm still fat =P... One thing for sure, I will feel very very good, extremely good when I slim down... I just know it...

One of my friend having a tough time now... I know it is difficult to help her to get rid of it and I know no one can help her besides herself... But I think she prefer to box up herself than share her problem out with us... her world become so gray and I know it will turn to black very soon... You are still not okie and stop pretend that you are okie ... there is no way for you to keep on to pretend... we can see thru you... I feel sad and frustrated when I can't do anything to help you... you might want us to leave you alone... okie, then we will leave you alone but please let us know when you recover... you might need some time to think over what is you next move... just go ahead... don't forget you still have us...

gtg...

I still have work to do...

I have my business law quiz on 2moro...

and I not yet fully prepared for it...

my new hairstyle

yeah!! I acting cute again...

Stephanie on board!!!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:26:00 AM

This afternoon, eve, bluey, ht, yan yunn and I went for karaoke singing section. For sure, it was very fun. We sing for 4 hours from 11am until 3pm. In a nut shell, I don't do any revision for today. sigh~ Besides that, I have two quiz for next week, which are macroeconomic and business law. In a conclusion, I will die hard on next week. Please come and rescue me, I need help now!!! I think I need a timetable to discipline myself, always make sure I follow all the plan that I planned it. Seriously, I need it so much... Well, instead of that, I still live in a good condition which I mean I still in a good mood, maybe little bit of stress but I think I'm still ok... I still feel good... Please pray hard for me, make sure that I will finish all my assignments on time and don't ever miss any one of them... If not, I really will die very very hard... =)

a normal smile from me

ht fingers

dun ever try me!!!

I'm going to bite you..back off!!!

five

one

a normal me..."sweet smile"

one more normal shot..

yeah!!!

I'm so so so ugly..

acting cute!!! lol...

I know I'm vain...That's why I love myself than nobody does..

ciao~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:02:00 PM

having a busy weekend but it was lots of fun... two of my friend came to my house for over night... okay, even I feel tired but I'm kinda enjoy it... this really makes me feel good... real good!!! =D...

We went for Sunway to have our dinner and of course we did some shopping at there too... Stephanie loves shopping!!! after finish shopping, we went back to my house to continue our work...Thanks for briefing me about the Muet paper... and now I really realize that Muet paper was damm tough and I'm going to die hard for this paper... Since I'm not good in my English and my grammar suck!!! Obviously, I'm sort of time to learn about those grammar again... So, what can I do now is to try to reduce my grammar mistakes when I write a easy. ish~ it looks so tough for me and I need to try my very best to get at least a band 4 for my MUET paper... gambateh!!!

our food

me and ann

3 of us ( py, me and ann)

one more shot!!!

me in my lame car...

me me me !!!

coco in da house

one more shot from her...

Hope that everything will be fine!!!

Ciao~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:15:00 PM

another hectic week... a lots of assignment are waiting me and I don't know which one I should complete it first... what a sad case!!! last week 5 days,I'm quite busy but not for my assignment or quiz... but for hanging out with my friends and doing some lame stuff and this is the reason I always don't have sufficient time to finish my work and keep on blaming I'm short of time... ish~ seriously hate tat... but I'm quite happy what I have done for the last Friday BECAUSE I consider it was quite meaningful for me and at least I'm not emo at all. I'm kinda enjoying my life...and just because I'm having my own leisure time, for sure next week will be another hectic week for me... Business Law's quiz is coming but I have no idea what should I study.. some more , my Consumer Behaviors will having a "simple" test on next Tuesday... I just wondering how simple was it... is tat we no need to study for it and we still can achieve a good result as well??? hrmm, I'm very sure there will be no such thing at all... After next week, we will have a Malaysian Studies's presentation and also Basic Composition II presentation...urgh~ please let me rest for a while... why everything keep on coming.... arhh...I forget I still have 2 assignment for my microeconomic and I'm not yet finish it and some more a debate on 21st March ...come on, I'm so scared of it... Besides that, I will need to postpone my Kota Kinabalu's Trip because of the debate on 21st March...another sad case for me...