"Flowers are always beautiful but they are not long lasting.

My life will never beautiful for once or ever and it is dull and lifeless. Sorry for being emo for every post but i just can't help that. It is my feeling and this almost drive me crazy. My life is just like a sad drama and I'm the only character who plays inside the drama.

Sometimes being innocent might help you get rid of problems but it seems like we should always know when is the time for being innocent. Seriously, i might not be a good actress.That's why i always get myself in problems and i damn hate it. I don't know how to pretend or act. I'm just me. I hate to know what people is thinking and i hate to deal with people. I might not always be the miss. Nice and i have my evil side too. But i think this is better than those people who always wearing a mask to cover themselves. I hate people who have two face. Please stay away from me. I'm not smart enough, i don't know when you are wearing your mask. I'm not good in gaming and I'm too tired to play this kind of game. I just want a simple life with some simple friend and a simple me. Please dun make my life miserable and complicated.
I miss my secondary school life. I miss the simple me. I miss those memories that i have during my secondary school life. I miss the bunch of friends that I used to have. I miss you all~ would you like to bring back all my memories to me? Can i stop the time? I'm exhausted. Please stop fooling me around. I'm stoo-pid and I really have no idea what the hell that you all doing. Please just leave me alone and all i need is time.

I will be fine very soon.