Stephanie's all time favourite.

And I notice it becomes everyone's all time favourite.

I like the melody and lyrics.

But, the things I like the most is Rihanna

Rihanna rocks!

She's hot, cool, sexy and bla bla bla.

Everyone likes Rihanna, don't you?

I like her too.



LYRICS:
How 'bout a round of applause
Yeah...
Standing ovation
Oohhhh... yeah
Yeah, yeah yeah yeah...

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
And baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone(get gone)
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on(come on)
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on

[Chorus]

And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show...
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Ohh...

And the award for, the best lie goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech ohh

How about a round of applause
Standing ovation

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow...

But it's over now












Isn't she lovely?

I'm back. Is time for me to update what had happened for the last few days. I'm just back from my vacation. Sometimes having a vacation will help me to adjust my mood. At least I feel better ady, not so moody anymore. I would like to upload some photos but too bad I can't find my camera USB. So can i do it later?
Finally I get myself into the dean list. Congratulation to Stephanie, you finally did it. I should say congratulation to bluey too because two of us finally did it. Class start. Everything getting back on pace again. hrm~ there is a lot of assignments and I think my hectic life is going to start again.
One more thing. I should say welcome back to Suet Ann. Finally her Finland trip end. Miss her a lot. Hope she will get used to Malaysia again. ( because I know she miss Finland very much)
When everything getting normal, I feel a bit uneasy because it was so not Stephanie. Stephanie is a girl who easily get emo and she almost moody for everyday. Maybe she thinks too much or maybe she just feel uncertain for something. Hope everything will be alright.


I like to see myself thru the mirror because I don't who am I and I need the mirror to tell me who am I.
I cut my hair. It become shorter. It might not looks good but I still like it. Don't ask me why I cut my hair because I always wish to do so just I don't have the guts to do it and finally I cut it. I don't looks good in short hair and I always know. Who cares~


I should say bye bye to my long hair.


Ciao~

Not moody. But today conversation with my friend actually remind me something, something that happened during my secondary school life. I'm not a smart person or a hardworking student. I'm lazy and I'm super duper lazy. I never finish my homework and you will find me famous because of my laziness. ( this is what i do during my 6 years primary school life) Even though I'm lazy but i still can cope with my studies.My mom always warn me if I fail to get myself stay in the top class, I will get the cane. To get rid of it, i never fail that mission. So this is how I survive for my 6 years primary school life. Am i lucky?

But there is a different story when I'm in secondary school. I can say that form 1 is still an easy job for me and I still remember my form 1 result is not bad and it's pretty good compare to my primary school achievement. Okie. I'm at 29 for the whole form 1, you might think it's easy but my school have 400 something students in form 1, so do you think it's still an easy job for a lazy student? Of course those who are in top 10 is better than me and there is no way that I can compare with them. My life is just a failure if I compare myself with them.

My nightmare comes. I think i will get the same result for my rest of the life. I'm wrong and I fail it when I'm in form 2. I'm from 29 become 92. I still remember what my teacher told my mother when my mom comes to collect my result. I know my mom is disappointed with me. I will say that is the first time I feel sorry to my mom. I never say sorry to my mom before and that is my first time I say it. I thought my mom will scold me and I'm sked she might cane me as well. But my mom didn't say anything. I promise my mom I will study hard and prove it to her. Finally I did it but I'm no longer getting 29 anymore. If I'm not mistaken I get 57 for the whole form 2 in the final exam. Okie, I know it's not a very good result but I'm still happy with it. My mom din scold me because she know I have put a lot of efforts on it.

So, since that day I tell myself, if i want to get something I need to work hard. So whenever i fail to get something that I want, I will ask myself : did i work hard?
I try to do something that I won't regret for my rest of the life because I hate the feeling of being regret on something and I hate to become a loser. You can say that I'm "kia su" but whatever is it, I really don't mind. I care for own feeling rather than what people say to me. This is me ~ Stephanie Hoh.

I'm listening to Pussycat doll's song - When I grow up. I like that song because of its funky~ness and the lyrics is damn cool for me. By the way, they are sexy babe for me, please I'm not lesbian but I do like to watch pretty girls. (because I'm not one of them. LOL.)
I'm damn tired today. Wake up at 8 something. Online - went to mid valley for shopping - back to college - went to sunway for shopping again ( but this time I din buy anything)- forget to bring my house key - wait for my dad come home - finally I'm home! (Seriously, shopping makes me feel great! But I have spent a lot this month.)
I think I need a haircut. My hair is so messy now and it's hard to manageable. Feel like cutting it short because every time when i wash my hair, i feel damn tired. It's too long ady! Any idea? Should I cut it or keep it long?
Get my result today and it's just like wat i expected.(tat's why I'm not kin to get my result or you can see I'm not nervous about it) Satisfy. Hope I can keep the same result for this semester. I'm looking forward for that. Good result really makes me feel great!

Will keep on update my blog before I become busy.
Stay tune ~

Sleep at 7am in the morning and wake up at 8.30am and this cause me feel tired now. mentally tired, I wish I will have more time to rest. Holidays end, class start and everything will just get back to normal. Sometimes 24 hours seems like not enough for me. Seriously, I need more time.

Ciao~

Finally my holidays end. I feel bad about it. I need more holidays. Maybe one more week will do. Seriously, I really think I need it. I'm not fully prepared to start my class or I should say I never want to start my class. Holidays are sweet and nice even though it was boring, but I still like it because it's my holidays. LoL.
Start from last Friday, I'm eating none stop. Okie and I'm damn full now. You heard me? I'm fullllllll. I feel like my tummy is going to burst out. Is all my mummy's fault! You know I can't stop myself from eating especially delicious foods. If I'm not mistaken I actually declare to have my 3 weeks diet during my holidays.I fail it. But, don't worry I'm not gaining any weights and also not losing any weights. Argh~ hate it. I'm so sure that I can make it b4 October. I swear and you will have my words~
Still having my sleeping problems. Sleep at 4 am for everydays makes me get my panda eyes and it is getting serious and I think I should take it seriously as well. I need to solve this problem. Panda eyes not = smoky eyes and it's not nice at all. By the way, I do like smoky eyes because I think it's sexy. =)I would like to have one for myself but my makeup skills sucks! I think I need some makeup lessons.

Ciao~

I have nothing to blog but i still feel like writing some words on it. Again, don't ask me why because I also don't know why. Maybe I'm just too free to do so or maybe is a daily job which I need to do everyday? Is a habit? Nope, maybe it was only an interest. The word "habit" actually reminds me the song that I composed long time ago - When love becomes a habit. Okie, I'm playing that song now and it reminds me a lot of things. But sorry, I'm not going to share it out. It's my secret!

I'm crapping. I have nothing to wirte ,so obviously and apparently I'm dragging some grandmother stories into my blog and try to make it more interesting. But i think it's still a piece of shit. Argh~ I'm just too boring. Call me lamer please~

will be back.

New blog skin again!!! Please give me a big clap! After 3 hours siting infront of the computer, this is the result I get. Isn't it lovely? I don't care what people will comment it, I still love it because it was my hard work. (I like it for this moment but I can't guarantee myself when I will change it again)Today is thursday, tomorrow will be friday and next week my class will start. Hrmm~ I'm going to miss my holiday.

Holiday - Day 17 (13/8/2008)

Still having my bad day. I get eye infection yesterday, i thought i will recover on today but it seems like getting serious. Omg~ it is damm painful. Hope that I will recover soon because my class is going to start on next week. When I get my eye infection, my look is horrible-terrible and vegetable. I don't want any people to look at me, because it's damn ugly.

Finally I bought the bag that i spotted at MNG long time ago. It is not expensive but don't know why i feel it is not worth to buy it but at last i bought it. Okie, I know I'm wasting money but I just can't help myself.It is not the matter of I like it or not and it is just because i want to buy it. That all~

There is something make me happy even though i'm having a tough time now. I received a postcard that my fren send it to me when she having her holidays at Finland. I'm so surprise and I'm happy to get it from her. I miss her too.







Dear Ann,
Thanks for your postcard.I'm so surprise when i get this from you. I'm happy to receive it and my heart almost melted. (Am i too flattering?)Haha. Anyway, all the best to you. Thanks a lot~ Miss you and hope to see you soon.
From, Stephanie.

Holiday - Day 11 (7/8/2008)

Thursday.This week is going to end soon which mean I only have one more week of holidays. I know i will miss it very much. I love holidays and I always do. Even it was boring but I still like it. Why? Don't ask me why.
My mom was invited to attend Anya Hindmarch's fashion show on 23/8/2008 at Pavilion. My mom asks me to accompany her. Okie, I'm not excited or happy about it but I would like to accopany my mom too. I'm just wonder why her "I'm not a plastic bag" become so famous and make everyone crazy about that bag. It actually not special, it just a bag but maybe the label make it become special and some of the ceelebrities help it becomes famous and girls always like to buy bags, don't you? For sure, I'm one of them, I love to buy bags too.
Recently I'm too free so I read all of my friends's blogs to know more about thier recent lifestyle. Please don't say I busy body, I just concern about my friends and I really appreciate them. Most of my friends continue their study at local university but some of them decide to pursue their study at overseas.
Okie, when i read through their blogs especially when they talk about their recent lifestyle, I actually have the same feeling with them. Most of them actually say they don't want to grow up, they miss their secondary school life. Just like me, I miss it too. I'm afraid to grow up because what I expect is different from reality.
Reality is cruel, it is no longer beautiful dream anymore. When i was young i wish to grow up faster. I have a lot of things that I want to do when I grow up, but now there is different story. I want to stop the time and i don't want to grow up anymore. I know you all will thinK I'm childish but I don't mind. I don't want to be mature, I don't want to know how cruel is the reality world, I don't want to know what people are thinking about and I don't even want to know what people thinking about me. It is too complicated and I really feel myself stuck in the middle and don't know what should I do for the next move.
I'm happy during the holidays because I no need to meet any people and I no need to deal with them and my life become more simple. I make myself not to meet with anyone, rottering at home, do whatever i want to do. Seriously I'm enjoying my lifestyle atleast for this moment but I can't guarantee myself what will happen when my class start again. I'm like running away from the reality world and make myself stay inside my own world and inside my world there is no outsider and it is only me and my own fantasy. I'm not being emo, I'm just want some thing that is not complicated in my life because I'm not good in dealing problems.
Don't worry about me. I'm okie. When my holidays end, I will wake up from my dreams and continue with my life. I'm ready to pretend and even to become a faker or liar. Everyone in this reality world is lying to each other. No one will going to tell you the truth. They always wearing their mask and you don't even know who actually they are. Friend or foe? No one will know, you might try to figure it out but sometimes the truth is hurtful. I rather don't know anything because I don't want to get myself into problems. To make your life easy, is to make yourself get rid of problems. I'm growing up and I should know the way to deal with people. Is a long way for me to learn and I can't even predict what will happen next. I have change a lot? No, I'm not the one who changing, is the world who changing. I just follow the rules and make myself become a survivor in this reality world. If I can't stop the time, which mean I need to learn how to grow up. It is tough rite? But we need to learn. Memory will be the sweetest things in this world and it might last forvever. Don't you all agree?
Anyway, good luck to Yuet Ching. I know you will leave Malaysia tomorrow. Hope you will do well in Indonesia. Study hard and play hard too. All the best to you. Will remember you. I do have some memories with you too and i won't forget it even I grow up. =)

ciao~

MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Geneology

Do we look alike?? LoL.I'm sure you all will say no. whatever, like i wan 2 look with her. Obviously she is much x 10000 more x10000 prettier than me. She is a diva and me ... (speechless). I'm just too boring and I know i'm kinda lame but i think it was funny and interesting. Between that, the computer system say we look a like and i didn't choose to look like her, i prefer myself look like an european instead of asian. LoL! Please forgive for my childishness. Jolin 's fans please don't spam me or hack me, I'm just fooling around and i do it for my own preference. HAHAHA =D

Stay tune~

Holiday - Day 10 (6/8/2008)

Don't have a good sleep last night, disturb by those stoo-pid mosquitoes.( Don't know why i put the word "stoopid" infornt of mosquitoes. to make them look like an idiot? Maybe~) I hate them very X 10000 much.(You can see how frustrated am I especially when they passed by my ear and is damm killing me~)Okie, i know i can't stand anymore so I wake up at 6.30am. Again, what should i do in the early morning. Sometimes I really feel like my daily activities is kinda abnormal. When people are sleeping, i wake up and when i wake up, people are still sleeping. Huh, sometimes this kind of lifestyle really tiring.

Okie, I started to step out from my house yesterday. I went for yoga class. It has been quite sometimes I didn't go for my yoga practice. I'm just too lazy. I know I'm wasting my mom money so, to be a good girl, I go back for my yoga practice. Instead of just rottering at home, i think i need some exercises as well. Actually i hate to go to that yoga centre. I hate to see those aunties keep on chit-chating with each others, some more they are loud and they scared no one hear what they are talking about. They are noisy and irratating. No offences. It just my own opinion and feeling. Again, take it or leave it.

I hate to have a conversation with aunties. Seriously, i feel two of us are from two different planets. I don't know what they are talking about and the purpose of talking. They are kinda lame for me. Some of them might just force you to talk with them even you already show them you want to end the conversation but they just ignore it and keep on talking. Okie, maybe their husband seldom talk to them so they will talk non-stop whenever they have a chance to talk. But, please leave me alone. I'm not interested to know about you and I'm not going to share my personal life or lifestyle with you.

FLY ME TO THE MOON

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words darling kiss me

Fill my life with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I hope for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you

Okie. new blog skin again. Don't ask why. I also don't know why. I'm just too free to do this. Again, html code really freaking me out. Still need some time to learn about it. But seriously, I'm not interested with those code. Whatever is it, i still need it to make my blog become interesting. Take it or leave it.

Ciao ~
Will be continue!

Holiday - Day 8 ( 4/8/2008)

Morning everyone.Now is 11.27am, which mean it is still morning. Wake up at 10.30am. After having my breakfast, sitting infront of the computer and doing nothing. Just upgrade my computer yesterday, now it runs smoothly, no more hang problems and no more lag problems. Wow, it such a nice computer for me. So, first of all, i need to say thanks to my mummy lor. I did appreciate what she did, dun say i'm not sincere. Even I'm not sincere, you also won't have the chance to know, obviously I'm not going to take out my heart to let you see how sincere i am.

Second week of my holidays, still boring but atleast i get back my mood. Erm, still not planning to step out from my house, i still prefer stay at home. I'm just too lazy to dress up myself for going out. I rather wearing my pyjamas and sit infront of the computer. Participating in a survey about National Geographic Channel. Okie, i think i need to do some homework on it. I seldom watch this channel because it was too boring. Even i know it provides us a lot of knowledge, but i still dun like to watch it. That's why you can see me lack of knowledge and my brain only have limited knowledge which is eat and sleep. I'm the pig. Ask you all one question, which animal is the prettiest animal? I'm sure you all won't get the answer. =p

stay tune ~

Holiday - Day 6 (2/8/2008)

Don't ask me why i din update my blog for last two days. Seriously i want too but i can't. Last two days are just my bad days and today is still my bad day. hate it!!! is 4.35am. I know you all will say i'm carzy for not sleeping for the whole night. Whatever, i have already two days din have a good sleep and not even a nice dream at all. All the dreams are nightmare. Why i still dun go for sleep since i'm was mentally and physically tired? I don't know why, dun ask me.
After two years using my Ben Q flat screen monitor, finally, it's officially broke down two days ago. The screen suddenly turn black and i can't switch on anymore. This is the reason why i can't on9 for 2 days. Some more i'm the last person who use the computer so i have the responsibility to inform my parents what had happens to my lovely computer. I still remember when i'm still young, whenever i spoit my father or my mother assets, i will get scolded terribly by them. Eventually, my parents din scold me for this time but my dad tease me "kau kau". Okie, i rather he scold me than tease me. Cox it was not funny at all.
I actually feel guitly about the incident but I can't do anything. Obviously i'm not going to buy them back a flat screen monitor. Secondly, I'm not an expert in computer. I only know how to use it and maybe reformat it when my comp. kena virus. That's all~ this is the knowledge that i know about computer. Okie, luckly i still have another monitor for temporarily use. Unfortunately, when i plug-in the monitor with my current CPU. Oh no~ i just know something will happen. YUP, THERE ARE SOME FILES ARE MISSING, WE JUST CAN'T START THE WINDOWS PROPERLY. okie, never mind, i still can reformat my computer. what a big deal, nothing can beat me down. After reformat my comp.,i thought everything will be normal back. so when i started to play a song from my pendrive, SORRY, NO SOUND DEVICE. Omg, wtf !!! so i decided to spend my whole night to figure it out the problem. Sadly, i still can't fix it and that's why you will found me on9 until early in the morning.
I'm tired and exhausted. but what can I do? i still need to fix the problems. argh~ is jus my bad day. hate it !!! i just hope i have a boyfriend who expert in computer so that he can help me to solve the problems. By the way, i should thanks to PC fair because my mom decided to buy me a new flat screen monitor. Maybe i'm not that bad luck ~ I'm just temporary bad luck. =D

will be continue with my story~