Shopping at Mid Valley in this morning. Unfortunately I have nothing to buy and It's only a window shopping for me. I wear my 4 inch high heels for shopping and my leg is damn painful now. Okie, I know it's my own fault and I can't blame anyone. I have a short leg and I get it from my mama. LoL!
Everyday should be a wonderful day for me. It's the matter how I paint it. Hrmm, maybe I will paint my day with blue color for today. I'm so blue today. Feel like not doing anything, lying on my bed and keep on day dreaming. It's part of my daily routine. Believe or not, I will spent about half an hour for lying on the bed for everyday. I know everyone will do that too. It's not a special activity and it actually makes people feel comfortable by doing it. My mom always say I'm wasting my time for doing something that useless. I admit it but I will still do it.
Currently I'm addicted with Gossip Girls Season 2. As you know I'm also another gossip girl too. So this show definitely will be my favorite show too. I like Blake Lively. She is so gorgeous and I like her long legs too. She is tall and she has a perfect body structure. Okie, that's all
continue watching Gossip Girls episode 5 ~
XOXO
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:43:00 PM
A nice Monday. My one week holidays start. It's not relaxing and not a happy holidays for me. So, the phrase of " enjoy your holidays" shouldn't be use. Every night I keep on thinking about my assignments and my mid-term exam. It's driving me crazy. I'm a lazy girl and I hate to do works. I'm still waiting someone to help me finish my works. =)My flat screen monitor break down again. But this time I have no idea what's the problem because I just get it back from the factory not more than 1 week and it should be funtionable now. Okie, maybe is time for my mummy to change a new one. Hope I will get one soon. I hate to use laptop to online maybe I'm not used to it. I prefer to use desktop and I like my desktop than nobody does. =PHeadache. Just finish two chapters for organization behaviour and I still have one chapter to go. I think I can finish it within one day. Hope everything will goes smoothly as what I have plan. Wish me good luck!Ciao~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
3:15:00 PM
Another entry for today. Just come back from Mid Valley. Yesterday Suet Ann and I actually having our tea break at Paddington Pancake House. But today, again ~ My familY and I went to Mid Valley to have our lunch at Paddington Pancake House. Haha =D I love their pancakes and I almost addicted. I don't mind to have pancake as my breakfast, lunch, dinner or supper. LoL. Just kidding. I'm sure I will gain weight within 2 days if I have pancakes for everyday. Even their pancakes are delicious but the most unforgetable pancakes that I have is the pancake that made by my grandma. I still remember she used to make pancakes for us during our tea break. It's delicious and I still remember the taste. Unfortunately, I can't taste it again. Miss it. Pancakes = Ice cream. It's sweet and nice and make me feel happy. I can feel the happiness when I having my pancakes. Seriously, I can feel it. I'm just loving it. Get me pancakes please.
Our Pancake
Suet Ann
Me
Me and my mummy
another shot. Do we look alike?
my sister - Rachel
My sister - Charmane
my pancake. it's actually is a small size pancake.
me
Random picture
Me again! ( Vain )
Something cute that I spotted at Isetan
~ The End ~
* Sushi for dinner. This is the reason why I can't slim down. =.=
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:20:00 PM
Yesterday was a wonderful day. Finally I can meet up with Ann. We spend almost 7 hours at One Utama and I'm damn tired now. (Physically tired, Mentally? Happy =) ) We discuss a lot of things, some about me and some about her. Everything is fine. But I get a conclusion for myself and I think I can't denial that I'm the person who have problems but not the others. I have expected to much. I put the high expectation for myself but I forget that I don't have the ability to achieve it. I must assume that I'm not supergirl, I'm just a normal girl who doesn't have any super power. Okie, believe me, I will try to change it because I want to paint my life with colors. =)I will have one week holidays due to Hari Raya Festival. I should be happy but after my holidays, there will be Mid-Term exam. Then, should I still feel happy? I'm afraid not. >.< I think I should start my revision today onwards. I hate last minute work. I never want to fail any subjects for this semester. I'm a good student. Sue me if you think I'm not. Pray hard for myself ~ I still looking forward for the next Wednesday. Hope that there will be no changes on that day. Pray hard again~ LoL!
Will upload some pictures later.
Ciao~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:11:00 AM
October is coming. I'm worry. Don't ask me why because you will never know how I feel. Someone ask me what I want for my birthday. Seriously I have no idea what I want. Start from 2006, I never hope I will get anything from anyone on birthday. I have a very bad experience on that year. (Again, I'm not complaining and blaming anything. Take it or leave it) How bad is it? Sorry, I don't want to recall back anything, just let it be but it had become part of my memories. Since that year, my only birthday wish for my every birthday is not to be lonely. The feeling of being lonely really freaking me out especially when it comes to your birthday. I think no one want to be lonely on their big day. My mom plan to organize a birthday party for me but I have rejected her plan. Birthday party? No way, I'm just too tired to organize a birthday party. I have no idea who to invite and I'm not sure whether people willing to attend my birthday party or not. Assume that I'm a bad friend which mean I'm lack of friend sometimes. Pathetic? Yes, it's true. Believe me. Come back to that question. What I want for my birthday present. Omg, I have a lot of things that I want as my birthday present and I think you all will think I'm mad, so again just ignore it. I will buy everything on my own. I prefer that way and that will be the only way which make me feel better. This year birthday, hope that I won't feel lonely anymore. Even sometimes I'm surrounded by my friend or maybe we are having our conversation or playing around, i will still feel empty. The feeling of lonely really annoyed me and I just want to get rid of it.
I have already get myself a to buy list, hope I can get everything before my birthday. I'm so excited, as you know I like shopping and I can shop non-stop. Don't worry I'm not using your money, please don't feel pain. LoL!
I still have 5kg to go ~
Work hard, Play hard, Study hard and Eat hard~
Haha
Stay tune~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:01:00 PM
No class for today. I should say I have no class for every Monday. Thanks god, atleast I still have one day to rest. Actually I'm not a very hardworking person, that's why you found me have a lot of works that I can't finish. You also will find me always rushing here and rushing there but end up without doing anything. That's me! Sue me for my lazyness~
No car for tomorrow. Sad! I have used to drive to college everyday and I never want to take bus to college because I feel bad in that way. I'm not saying public transport is not good but I'm not used to it. Maybe I should take public transport off and on so that I will know how lucky am I. Ya, I should admit sometimes I quite lucky compare to others. Hope that I will get back my car on Wednesday. I can't live without my car. Now I only know the importance of my car. I should take good care of him. Again, this time is not my fault. Is my daddy need to send his car to service so he need to use my car. As you know, I'm not born in a rich family, which mean my house don't have any extra car for me to drive. Seriously I'm not blaming anything.
MIS quiz on wednesday. I'm not prepare yet. I have no idea what will come out for quiz. There is 4 chapters for me to study and I only flip thru 2 chapetrs and I still have 2 chapters to go on. Sad~ But I'm too lazy to study anymore. It is boring and I have no interest to study. I feel like giving up my 10%. Argh~ can I be more hardworking? Ya, I should. I need some mental support. Maybe my Johnson can give me some supports. LoL. I forget to show Johnson to you all. Next time I will because I not yet take photo with him. I'm just too busy to do so.
Ciao~
Continue my revision ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:47:00 PM
The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death
But when i stand in front of you ,
Yet you don't know that I love you
The furthest distance in the world is not when i stand in font of you,
Yet you can't see my love
But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both,
Yet cannot be together
The furthest distance in the world is not being apart while being in love
But when plainly can not resist the yearning,
Yet pretending you have never been in my heart
The furthest distance in the world is not when plainly can not resist the yearning,
yet pretending you have never been in my heart
But using one's indifferent heart
to dig an uncrossable river for the one who loves you
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:34:00 PM
I'm back with using the blogskin that I have use it long time ago. I know I love it and it's unique for me. Having my dinner at Izzi pizza at Damansara Uptown last night. Their food is delicious and the price is reasonable. I can say that their food is cheaper than the other fine dining restaurant and all of you should have a try at there. Maybe I'm the only one who not yet try there before but whatever it is, I still have my wonderful dinner last night.
Daniel Powter has launch his new album. I'm listening his album but not addicted yet but it's nice album. Maybe my heart is not broken that why I can't really feel the sadness from his song. I just can't feel it. ( again assume that I'm heartless! )
September is going to end and October is coming soon. Don't know why, October is my favourite month. Maybe my birthday is on October or maybe I just fall in love with October without any reason. If I'm not mistaken it's autumn now for those country which have 4 seasons in one year.I love autumn the most if compare to the other season but people seldom like autumn. Autumn make people feel lonely, is it true? I'm just the weirdo who have special taste. LoL! This October I hope that I won't be lonely. Don't know why I always feel lonely in October. ( I'm afraid of something and something really happen. I know I'm getting rid of it. Try hard!) No matter what happen, I really I will have a great October in this year.
I'm looking forward to meet Jean, Moon, Pey Pey and Jia Ni on this 1st October, it had been ages I din meet them up. I always have a lot of excuses but this time I'm have no more excuse. I will be there and you all will have my words. Even I know my words can't be trust anymore. Haha ~
October is still the busy month for me.
Assignments is waiting me.
Seriously, I need to give myself a break.
I know I should have it.
Happy birthday to September's baby.
Photoshop is freaking me out.
And I will never know how to use photoshop.
Call me stoo-pid please~
Au Revoir ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:01:00 AM
There is a lot of things happen during this week and it's tiring.
I'm not going to share it out and just let it be.
I'm too tired to complain about my miserable life and I'm already used to it.
My life is just like a book and there is a lot of chapters inside the book and me, myself, the author would never know how my story will end.
I have no idea about it because I'm the unpredictable person.
Don't ever ask me why, because I don't know why.
This is the only way that I can excuse myself.
You know but you don't know; You don't know but you know.
(Did I confuse you?)
The most relaxing moment that I have it during this week:
me and benny in blue
me and bluey
me and titus
me, bluey and eve
the"bright"me
the "yellowish" me
benny, me , bluey and eve
Is time to say goodbye.
Please remind me to introduce Johnson on next post ~
Johnson is so cute!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:28:00 PM
Finally I finish my Oraganization Behavior's presentation. It's not as tough as what I thought. But not an easy job also. Looking forward for my presentation. Hope I would not ruin it. I'm not saying that I have put a lot of efforts on it but I still hope that everything will run smoothly as what I have plan it.
Went for movie with my sister, Rachel today. We watch Money Not Enough 2. At first we want to watch Wall E but my sis prefers to watch comedy, so we choose to watch this Singapore's movie. Okie, is not bad, quite funny and two of us quite enjoy with it. So we are not making a wrong decision. LOL! Thanks for my aunt giving us two complementary pass. Thanks a lot ~
Ciao
Viwawa-ing~
I love my wawa.
( I have my new toy. Is a teddy bear named Johnson. Will let him meet u all next time~)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:34:00 PM
You know but you don't know ; You don't know but you know
I'm don't want to complain anything but I think I need to voive out something to make myself feel better. " I want more time!"- from Stephanie. I'm short of time now and this really make me get mad. I had a lot of things that I want to do but it seems like I do not have enough time to do it. why? Because I said so. Wake up at 7.30 am. Print out my assignment's proposal. ( I will never do my assignment with Excel anymore because it's too complicated for me. Assume that I'm stoo-pid. Yes, I am.) Having my mom so- called " Healthy Bread" but it's not healthy at all. The taste is disgusting and I never eat any bread which taste like this. I don't like it and it ruined my breakfast. I always hope I can have an American style breakfast with fresh fruit juice for every morning. But it seems like mummy is too busy to do that for me. So, my mom usually will buy me bread for breakfast. Anyway, I love to have bread as my breakfast. In a nut shell, that's definitely okie for me. No objection at all. Rush to college, luckily I'm not late for my class. Thanks God. I never want to late for my business comm class. Don't ask me why. I'm not going to tell you. After class, I have my lunch with Bluey and Chyihann. At first, we want to have our lunch at Secret Recipe. Unfortunately, Secret Recipe is no longer at Summit USJ anymore. They finally close down. Unbelievable. After having my lunch, went back home. Thought of resting but end up sitting infront of my computer and doing my presentation stuff. This time I really stress up myself. I write myself a to-do- list this morning and I found myself still have a lot things waiting for me to complete it. Huh? When it will be the end for me? Lately, I found myself fall in love with the singer - Estelle. Extremely love her voice. But I love Alicia keys the most. No one can beat her down. She still my all time favourite. Come back to Estelle. She's amazing and she is famous with her song " American Boy" feat Kanye West. I listen all the songs in her album and I found all of them is nice and it' worth to listen to it. I'm wondering should I buy her orginal album. It have already a long time for me to buy an original album. I used to buy original album last time but not for now anymore because I have my MP3 player and I do not need my Discman anymore. Should I buy it? Hrmm~ still thinking. But if I buy her album, I would like to buy Duffy's album as well because I like her too. My sister says she would like to sponsor me to buy Estelle's album. What a great deal! I just lovin' it. HahaI found something nice and I would like to have one for myself but as I know this was not selling at Malaysia.
This is nice. There is 88 colors on it. It's incredible for me. For sure, it will be expensive also but I don't know what the price for it. Will check it out later. If I buy this for sure I would not use it because I seldom apply eye shadows on my eyes. Why? because my make up skill sukcs! I just want to make it as my make up's collection. Even though I'm not using it but I still want to have it. Desparately want it. Can I have this, mummy?
Ciao~
I need to continue with my work.
A hectic encounter!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:46:00 PM
Opps ! I did it again...
Once again I'm exhausted. You won't know how I feel. I'm mentally and physically tired. I know I should take a nap or do something else to make myself rest down. But I can't. If I do so, for sure tonight will be the another night for me to count sheep. Seriously, I do that whenever I cannot sleep. I know I'm childish, whatever~ Because this time, I really don't mind what you are going to say about me. Just do whatever you like and I'm too tired to figure it out.
Having my papaya now. It's such a long time I do not eat papaya. Do i mention to you all that I hate to eat vegetables and fruits? I really hate to eat them. But I have no choice because at this moment there is nothing else i can eat besides papaya. Sad Case! The only fruits that I like to eat will be honey dew, watermelon and banana. That's all. I hate papaya the most. why? I still remember when I'm still young, my baby sister used to buy papaya for me and I almost eat papaya for everyday. That's why I hate to eat papaya. The other food that I hate the most will be Wan Ton Mee. I really hate Wan Ton Mee.I don't why people will treat Wan Ton Mee as their all time favorite.( no offense) I hate the smell, the taste, the appearance of Wan Ton Mee and etc. As long as it related with Wan Ton Mee and I will just ignore it and i hate it. Why again? Last time when I'm still young, I do not have the right to choose food that I want to eat. So whenever we are having our breakfast, lunch or dinner at outside, my mom will just order Wan Ton Mee for us. I have no choice and I'm force to eat it because my mom assumed that I like Wan Ton Mee. No way~ I hate it than nobody does. For now, I will never ever order Wan Ton Mee as my meal. Never ever~ I rather myself hungry instead of eating Wan Ton Mee.
I'm so busy now. There is a lot of assignments, homework, quiz and presentation waiting for me. 24 hours is seem like not enough for me anymore. I don't even get myself sleep for 8 hours per day. WT~ Maybe I'm a perfectionist and that's why I will get myself so tired. I'm not person who can take risk. I always play safe because I have a lot of commitments and I do not afford to lose anything. Not even one. Ya, because my body have the "kia su" spirit. Anyway, wish me good luck because I can feel my body is sending the ' YOU ARE GOING TO SICK ' signal to me. I really can feel it. Ya, I know it's coming soon. Please have it after everything is done. At least not now and not for this moment. PLEASE ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:30:00 PM
TAG BY PEY PEY
Starting time: 1.00 amName: Stephanie Hoh Shiuan YinSisters: 2Brothers: no Shoe Size:6(sometimes 7, depends)Height: 168cmWhere do you live: Pee JayFavourite drinks: Milo IcesFavourite breakfast: egg sandwichHave you ever been on a plane?: yaSwam in the ocean: NeverFallen asleep at school: seldomBroken someone's heart: yup and I'm the heart breakerFell off your chair: frequentlySat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: It is stoopid- to do thatWhat is your room like: messy What's right beside you: dictionaryWhat is the last thing you ate: watermelonEver had chicken pox: yupSore throat: yes, i always have it because i used to shout very loudly.Stitches: noBroken nose: nopeDo you believe in love at first sight: noLike picnics?:Not reallyWho was, were the last person you danced with: my dogLast made you smile: my dogYou last yelled at: my dog tooToday did you:Kissed anyone: nopeGet sick: yup, nowMiss someone: not going to tell youEat: ice-creamBest feeling in the world: when im eatingDo you sleep with stuffed animals: nopeWhat's under your bed: boxesWho do you really hate: faker, pretender and liarWhat time is it now?: 1.10amthings I was doing 10 years ago1. study2. tuition3. sleep4. eat 5. fooling around5 things on my to-do list today:1. what should i have for my lunch2. my assignments3. online4. research for my presentation5. update my blog5 snacks I enjoy:1. ice-cream2. cheese3. bbq chicken wings4. chicken satay5. sweets5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:1. shop until i broke2. start a business3. buy an island4. a luxury car5. do some charities5 of my bad habits:1. lazy2. careless3. bossy4. hot temper5. vain5 places I have lived/stayed a night in:1. my room2. hotel3. ann's house4. moon's house5. jean's house5 things I will do after complete what I'm busy with:1. sleep for 48 hours2. eat as much as i can3. bath my two dogs?4. clean my room5. wash my clothes
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:59:00 AM
Today is Tuesday and tomorrow will be Wednesday. Time past so fast. Sometimes I really feel that I don't have enough time to spent. 24 hours a day seem like not enough for me. But how many hours I need for a day. I have no idea for it, maybe I just want it to stop for a while. Just for a while ~ Let me take a breathe and that will be enough for me.
Everyone will have their own problem and just like me I have my own problem too. Sometimes I will think that my problem will be greater than the others and I'm the most pathetic one in this world. But now, I realise that I'm wrong. I should jump out from my own box and be more concerned to the others. There should be no more Stephanie's emo post. Stephanie should be more mature and be more alert things that happened around her. I should remember whenever I'm crying, there will be more people crying for me. Ya, sometimes I should admit that I'm not alone and I have a lot of friends and family standing beside me. I'm not alone, do you hear me? I'm no longer alone anymore because I have you all~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:39:00 PM
Is rainy day. I hate rainy day. I feel cool. My body use a lot of energy to make myself feel warm. This is the reason why I get hungry easily. Do you ever miss someone during the rainy day? Hrmm~ maybe I will. How bout you? Do you like rainy day or you have the same feeling like me? I do hate rainy day but not because I feel cool or hungry. There is something I miss during the rainy day and I'm not going to share it out. Secret~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:25:00 PM
I MISS UTAR
After a long time, we finally gather together. Sometimes, I really miss UTAR. I keep on wondering what I will be if I'm still study at UTAR. One thing for sure, I would not be today's Stephanie. There is something that I miss a lot but there is also something that I want to get rid of it. Whatever it is, I'm still the Stephanie. I'm loud, freak and what-so-ever. Do i really fell what-so-ever for all the time? The answer is NO.
Is September. This year is going to end very soon. There are some missions that I need to archieve in this year. But it seems like some of my missions need to postpone to next year because I'm short of time now. The third week of my new semester, it's still the same, study-assignment-play-study-assignmemt-play. One more year to go and I will finish my degree. Just one more year to go and I will end my study life. It sounds good but I always worry about it. My life is still miserable and I hope I'm doing the right decision.
These will be the moment I miss the most:
This is not my fake smile and I really feel happy at that moment.
* I really miss them a lot and I still remember the memories that we have. I swear and it's true.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:52:00 AM
Tired - exhausted. Not a busy day and having fun with my friend for whole day. Maybe I'm using too many energy and I'm damn hungry now. I need food. There was nothing I can eat in my house. Okie, maybe I'm too choosy. My eyes almost close and I don't know why I'm still here. I should put myself on the bed now. This time I really tired, do you hear me? I'm tired ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:16:00 PM
A Wonderful Sunday
Yesterday was a wonderful day for me. Why I say so? Because I just get my new Sony VAIO Lappy. Actually I'm not fancy and I don't really need a laptop at all since My mom had already upgrade my desktop last few weeks ago and my computer runs smoothly and even better than last time. So I never ask my mom to buy me a new laptop but finally I get it surprisingly yesterday. Wow, is that wonderful? I can't even believe myself.
My family and I went to Sunway Pyramid to get the 31% discounts for Baskin Robbins ice-cream because yesterday was 31st of August which mean we will get 31% discounts for Baskin Robbins ice-cream. We actually don't plan to buy anything so buying a laptop was not in our list at all. Suddenly, my dad says he want to go to Harvey Normans to check some stuffs. So all of us just follow him to Harvey Normans. My mom was attracted by those fancy Acer laptop so my mom asks me whether I need one too. At first I'm not interesting because I don't want a Acer laptop. There was a lot of people using that brand and I don't think that brand is reliable compare to the others brand.I'm not saying Acer is not good but if I could have a Laptop I will hope that is a Sony laptop or maybe MAC but not a Acer laptop. You can say I'm choosy. whatever ~ If not a Sony or MAC, I will rather my mom don't buy it. You can say I'm materialistic but what can I do, this is Stephanie Hoh. Instead of buying a laptop that you don't trust what the purpose for you to buy it. Some more the sales person can't even convince me to buy it.
At last my mom agree with me and all of us went to digital mall to ask for the price for laoptop and do some comparison. I spotted a Sony VAIO laptop and that price is quite reasonable. But the most important thing is my mom agree to buy for me. Finally, I get my new lappy in one hour time. Is that ridiculous? Maybe not, for those rich family, they could get it in 10 or 20 minutes time. I'm not showing off, if you feel so, sorry I can't help it. I'm just happy that I get a new laptop and I want to say it loud because I'm HAPPY.Hope I won't spoil it as you know I'm always the trouble maker and I'm careless. I never take good care of my own stuff so I don't wish to see my laptop spoil by me in a few months time.
Ciao~
Will update my lovely lappy's pictures later.
busy installing programs.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:25:00 PM
I'm not a profile person. Get to know me more by reading my blog. I'm not special yet not interesting. My life could be dull but you could be the person to lighten it up.