You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

October is coming. I'm worry. Don't ask me why because you will never know how I feel. Someone ask me what I want for my birthday. Seriously I have no idea what I want. Start from 2006, I never hope I will get anything from anyone on birthday. I have a very bad experience on that year. (Again, I'm not complaining and blaming anything. Take it or leave it) How bad is it? Sorry, I don't want to recall back anything, just let it be but it had become part of my memories. Since that year, my only birthday wish for my every birthday is not to be lonely. The feeling of being lonely really freaking me out especially when it comes to your birthday. I think no one want to be lonely on their big day. My mom plan to organize a birthday party for me but I have rejected her plan. Birthday party? No way, I'm just too tired to organize a birthday party. I have no idea who to invite and I'm not sure whether people willing to attend my birthday party or not. Assume that I'm a bad friend which mean I'm lack of friend sometimes. Pathetic? Yes, it's true. Believe me. Come back to that question. What I want for my birthday present. Omg, I have a lot of things that I want as my birthday present and I think you all will think I'm mad, so again just ignore it. I will buy everything on my own. I prefer that way and that will be the only way which make me feel better. This year birthday, hope that I won't feel lonely anymore. Even sometimes I'm surrounded by my friend or maybe we are having our conversation or playing around, i will still feel empty. The feeling of lonely really annoyed me and I just want to get rid of it.
I have already get myself a to buy list, hope I can get everything before my birthday. I'm so excited, as you know I like shopping and I can shop non-stop. Don't worry I'm not using your money, please don't feel pain. LoL!

I still have 5kg to go ~
Work hard, Play hard, Study hard and Eat hard~
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"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

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