Opps ! I did it again...
Once again I'm exhausted. You won't know how I feel. I'm mentally and physically tired. I know I should take a nap or do something else to make myself rest down. But I can't. If I do so, for sure tonight will be the another night for me to count sheep. Seriously, I do that whenever I cannot sleep. I know I'm childish, whatever~ Because this time, I really don't mind what you are going to say about me. Just do whatever you like and I'm too tired to figure it out.
Having my papaya now. It's such a long time I do not eat papaya. Do i mention to you all that I hate to eat vegetables and fruits? I really hate to eat them. But I have no choice because at this moment there is nothing else i can eat besides papaya. Sad Case! The only fruits that I like to eat will be honey dew, watermelon and banana. That's all. I hate papaya the most. why? I still remember when I'm still young, my baby sister used to buy papaya for me and I almost eat papaya for everyday. That's why I hate to eat papaya. The other food that I hate the most will be Wan Ton Mee. I really hate Wan Ton Mee.I don't why people will treat Wan Ton Mee as their all time favorite.( no offense) I hate the smell, the taste, the appearance of Wan Ton Mee and etc. As long as it related with Wan Ton Mee and I will just ignore it and i hate it. Why again? Last time when I'm still young, I do not have the right to choose food that I want to eat. So whenever we are having our breakfast, lunch or dinner at outside, my mom will just order Wan Ton Mee for us. I have no choice and I'm force to eat it because my mom assumed that I like Wan Ton Mee. No way~ I hate it than nobody does. For now, I will never ever order Wan Ton Mee as my meal. Never ever~ I rather myself hungry instead of eating Wan Ton Mee.
I'm so busy now. There is a lot of assignments, homework, quiz and presentation waiting for me. 24 hours is seem like not enough for me anymore. I don't even get myself sleep for 8 hours per day. WT~ Maybe I'm a perfectionist and that's why I will get myself so tired. I'm not person who can take risk. I always play safe because I have a lot of commitments and I do not afford to lose anything. Not even one. Ya, because my body have the "kia su" spirit. Anyway, wish me good luck because I can feel my body is sending the ' YOU ARE GOING TO SICK ' signal to me. I really can feel it. Ya, I know it's coming soon. Please have it after everything is done. At least not now and not for this moment. PLEASE ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:30:00 PM