Don't worry not having any insomnia problems.
I'm just rushing my assignments.
That 's all
Waiting my team-mate to send me her works.
I don't know when I started become so patient.
Seriously I not even get mad when she tells me she can't finish it.
Ya, I know I'm on my way to be good.
Is this the so -called good personality that everyone should have or I'm the most stoo-pid dumb dumb in the world who never think of getting angry?
Again, maybe not for this time.
I'm too lazy to be angry.
And I have enough for that emotion.
Or maybe this is the only attitude that I can react to the others.
" Always be nice, no matter what happens"
I'm a faker.
Back off, faker!
I really don't know what I am doing.
I feel doubt, miserable, confuse and etc.
You won't understand what I'm struggling.
I'm kinda confuse what I'm doing.
I hate faker but I'm the big fat liar who always tell people not to be a faker, pretender or what-so-ever.
Whenever something happens, I'm like a coward who hiding under my mom skirt and looking for someone to help me.
Sometimes I don't even how to say the "No" words.
It's kinda pathetic for me.
Ya, this is me.
I'm not the Stephanie that you think I suppose to be.
Disappointed?
I guess so.
After all, I think you will say I'm a loser.
Yes, I am.
And I can't help.
I hate you.
This is what I want to tell her.
Can you please stay away from me.
Another sentence that I want to tell her.
I have enough, It's not fun to see you acting for all the time.
We all know who you are and you can stop acting.
Just be who you are.
Seriously, maybe that will makes us feel more comfortable instead of guessing who you are.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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