Thanks for the bubble tea that you treat me and I do enjoy it. Lol
From: Stephanie Hoh (Your Bff)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:35:00 PM
9:35:00 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
To: Mr Chan How Theng
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
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Wonderful Tuesday?
I guess so.
At least my mood is consider good today.
Everything is fine.
After a long time, I get to drink bubble tea on today.
I have a lot of memories with bubble tea and I still like those memories.
I hope that they won't fade away.
Anyway, someone has promise me to treat me bubble tea on Thursday so I hope that person won't broke his promise. ( Mr. Chan please don't forget your promise)
Exam is coming.
I have started my revision but the progress is slow.
Maybe I'm just too tired to do that.
Stress?
Ya, I am.
So can I have chocolate please?
Seriously, I think I need it.
Recently I have thinking too much.
But eventually, I could get myself sleep before 2am for everyday.
Ya, you all should say congratulation to me.
Finally, I can get rid of sleeping problem.
Ya, sleeping problem has been settle.
But too bad, I can't sleep well for everyday.
I will automatically awake at 6 o' clock for everyday.
Even I'm tired but I just can't continue to sleep.
Strange right?
Ya, I'm just the weird one.
That's all for today.
I have nothing to blog anymore.
My life is just as bored as usual.
One more thing:
Do I look different in real person? (include my behavior and attitude as well)
Random Pictures:
Stephanie
Rachel
The sisters
Do we look alike?
=P
Me - The vain one =)
I guess so.
At least my mood is consider good today.
Everything is fine.
After a long time, I get to drink bubble tea on today.
I have a lot of memories with bubble tea and I still like those memories.
I hope that they won't fade away.
Anyway, someone has promise me to treat me bubble tea on Thursday so I hope that person won't broke his promise. ( Mr. Chan please don't forget your promise)
Exam is coming.
I have started my revision but the progress is slow.
Maybe I'm just too tired to do that.
Stress?
Ya, I am.
So can I have chocolate please?
Seriously, I think I need it.
Recently I have thinking too much.
But eventually, I could get myself sleep before 2am for everyday.
Ya, you all should say congratulation to me.
Finally, I can get rid of sleeping problem.
Ya, sleeping problem has been settle.
But too bad, I can't sleep well for everyday.
I will automatically awake at 6 o' clock for everyday.
Even I'm tired but I just can't continue to sleep.
Strange right?
Ya, I'm just the weird one.
That's all for today.
I have nothing to blog anymore.
My life is just as bored as usual.
One more thing:
Do I look different in real person? (include my behavior and attitude as well)
Random Pictures:
Stephanie
Rachel
The sisters
Do we look alike?
=P
I'm forcing her to take picture with me
Me - The vain one =)"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:50:00 PM
8:50:00 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Saturday night.
Home alone.
Lots of feelings are aroused me.
And I hate them.
I want to stop thinking about it.
But I can't.
Whenever I'm alone.
I hear them.
I feel them.
They just too love me.
But I hate them.
I'm doubt, confuse and insecure.
This is what I have.
No dinner for tonight.
My stomach is calling.
I hate that too.
But I love clothes.
Today should be a wonderful day.
Because today is my BFF birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BENNY
You know we love you. XOXO
Guess what?
I caught myself in a deep hole.
Ya, again and again.
Sometimes I think I'm a lil over.
My thinking is kinda extreme.
Maybe I should let my mind take a rest.
Back to the basic.
Ask myself.
What is the thing that I need the most.
Follow my heart.
* my heart says - I miss him. =(
Home alone.
Lots of feelings are aroused me.
And I hate them.
I want to stop thinking about it.
But I can't.
Whenever I'm alone.
I hear them.
I feel them.
They just too love me.
But I hate them.
I'm doubt, confuse and insecure.
This is what I have.
No dinner for tonight.
My stomach is calling.
I hate that too.
But I love clothes.
Today should be a wonderful day.
Because today is my BFF birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BENNY
You know we love you. XOXO
Guess what?
I caught myself in a deep hole.
Ya, again and again.
Sometimes I think I'm a lil over.
My thinking is kinda extreme.
Maybe I should let my mind take a rest.
Back to the basic.
Ask myself.
What is the thing that I need the most.
Follow my heart.
* my heart says - I miss him. =(
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:12:00 PM
7:12:00 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I'm back.
Another hectic encounter.
Tons of assignments are still waiting for me.
This time I really caught myself in the middle.
Again, I 'm exhausted.
Do you hear me? I need time.
Whenever I feel stress, chocolate will be my best friend.
I don't like to eat chocolate but don't know why I need it when I feel stress.
Maybe sometimes I just can't live without it.
Chocolate puh-lease ~
Another hectic encounter.
Tons of assignments are still waiting for me.
This time I really caught myself in the middle.
Again, I 'm exhausted.
Do you hear me? I need time.
Whenever I feel stress, chocolate will be my best friend.
I don't like to eat chocolate but don't know why I need it when I feel stress.
Maybe sometimes I just can't live without it.
Chocolate puh-lease ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:56:00 PM
5:56:00 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
I'm back.
Recently, I don't have mood to update my blog.
Don't worry, I'm fine.
My life is pretty good, it just that there are some changes in my life and I'm still doubt whether it's good or bad.
Again, I miss my blog. =)
I'm confuse.
I don't know what I want.
I want to listen to my heart.
I want to do everything that my heart ask me to do.
But I'm scared.
I'm worry.
I'm not confident with it but I still want it.
And I know I don't want to lose it.
I thought I can let go and I will feel nothing about it.
But I think I'm wrong.
I can't.
Maybe in this moment I really need it and I don't want to lose it.
Again, there are some stoopid feelings aroused me and I hate them.
Please stay away from me.
Recently, I don't have mood to update my blog.
Don't worry, I'm fine.
My life is pretty good, it just that there are some changes in my life and I'm still doubt whether it's good or bad.
Again, I miss my blog. =)
I'm confuse.
I don't know what I want.
I want to listen to my heart.
I want to do everything that my heart ask me to do.
But I'm scared.
I'm worry.
I'm not confident with it but I still want it.
And I know I don't want to lose it.
I thought I can let go and I will feel nothing about it.
But I think I'm wrong.
I can't.
Maybe in this moment I really need it and I don't want to lose it.
Again, there are some stoopid feelings aroused me and I hate them.
Please stay away from me.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:58:00 PM
8:58:00 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
Seems like everyone is busy.
I feel uneasy when everyone is busy while I'm having my own leisure time.
Ya, I wan to get busy as well.
Any assignments for me?
LOL!
I know someone is saying I'm showing off.
I know who are you.
Monday.
3 more weeks before my final exam.
I think is time for me to prepare my final exam.
The only things that I can make myself feel happy is when I get good results in my exam.
I don't want myself feel disappointed.
Seriously, I have enough with that feeling.
No regrets, please~
Do you experience any difficulty when you reading my blog?
Ya, I know I'm not good in English and I dun have bombastic words to make my blog interesting.
Again, you can take it or leave it.
Because I'm not forcing you to read it.
I'm not in good language either English or the others language.
That's all for today entry.
I know I'm crapping again.
Please forgive me.
I'm just lil too free~
LoL
I feel uneasy when everyone is busy while I'm having my own leisure time.
Ya, I wan to get busy as well.
Any assignments for me?
LOL!
I know someone is saying I'm showing off.
I know who are you.
Monday.
3 more weeks before my final exam.
I think is time for me to prepare my final exam.
The only things that I can make myself feel happy is when I get good results in my exam.
I don't want myself feel disappointed.
Seriously, I have enough with that feeling.
No regrets, please~
Do you experience any difficulty when you reading my blog?
Ya, I know I'm not good in English and I dun have bombastic words to make my blog interesting.
Again, you can take it or leave it.
Because I'm not forcing you to read it.
I'm not in good language either English or the others language.
I'm just not good in everything.
I'm a girl who hardly expressed own feelings.
So, again you will never understand what I'm thinking.
I always found myself speechless.
People always get me wrong.
If you don't get what I mean, I'm not going to explain anything.
Just let it be.
because my good, best or special friends will know what I'm thinking.
LOL.
So, if you can't get me, just because you're no one of my friends.
No worries, I won't blame you for anything.
Okie.I'm a girl who hardly expressed own feelings.
So, again you will never understand what I'm thinking.
I always found myself speechless.
People always get me wrong.
If you don't get what I mean, I'm not going to explain anything.
Just let it be.
because my good, best or special friends will know what I'm thinking.
LOL.
So, if you can't get me, just because you're no one of my friends.
No worries, I won't blame you for anything.
That's all for today entry.
I know I'm crapping again.
Please forgive me.
I'm just lil too free~
LoL
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:23:00 PM
1:23:00 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
A Chinese song that I listen recently.
今晚你想念的人是不是我 - alin.
I like this song very much.
It reflects my mood and feeling as well.
{ Because I'm waiting and I'm still waiting. =) }
What comes out from my mouth is not what I really want.
Sometimes my words do not mean anything for me because they are not my real feeling.
So, I rather myself become speechless.
Maybe in this way my feeling will be more genuine.
Drama queen? I'm so sick of that.
This time I really want to try ....
random picture:
me and my lil sis ( I love her in an unique way)
今晚你想念的人是不是我 - alin.
I like this song very much.
It reflects my mood and feeling as well.
{ Because I'm waiting and I'm still waiting. =) }
是你找到了我 在我的心中刻下了你的承诺 难道你不遵守 思念纠缠着我 闭上眼我就忘了恨你的理由 想起那些温柔 你为什么 放开我的双手 我试着体会生命充满各种苦衷 我在黑暗之中寻找幸福的下落 等待原来那颗流星划过我的天空 总要在说完再见以後 才开始明白爱多浓 今晚你想念的人是不是我 因为绝望 所以学会祈求 我也不想让心痛对我予取予求 想要爱到最後的最後 想要和你再一次牵手 除非我背叛我的灵魂 除非我可以假装快乐 除非你忍心放我一个人 难过 一无所有 我的天空 等你回头 OH NO NO NO~~~ 我想念的人 会不会懂 | |
What comes out from my mouth is not what I really want.
Sometimes my words do not mean anything for me because they are not my real feeling.
So, I rather myself become speechless.
Maybe in this way my feeling will be more genuine.
Drama queen? I'm so sick of that.
This time I really want to try ....
random picture:
me and my lil sis ( I love her in an unique way)"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:26:00 AM
2:26:00 AM
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Welcome back everyone.
Stephanie is here to talk about her shit life again!
Nothing much to say
My life as usual is boring and dull.
Ya, I know no one will care about me.
And I'm still the miserable girl.
Maybe the miserable word put a heavy weight on it.
Love is blind.
This is what my friends use to tell me.
And I never believe it.
But when I see this happened to my best friend.
Now I only know the importance for not being blind.
Guess what
It can be a good ending or a sad ending.
But what I heard is always the bad one.
Is that a very difficult task to find someone who like you and you like him at the same way?
True love.
Things that I never believe.
Why?
I have saw a lot of love story happened around me and none of them having a happy ending.
Well, maybe some of them are.
But seriously, do we really need love to survive?
Maybe yes, maybe not.
At least I'm still alive for my 20 years even I don't have any love relationships.
Stephanie is here to talk about her shit life again!
Nothing much to say
My life as usual is boring and dull.
Ya, I know no one will care about me.
And I'm still the miserable girl.
Maybe the miserable word put a heavy weight on it.
Love is blind.
This is what my friends use to tell me.
And I never believe it.
But when I see this happened to my best friend.
Now I only know the importance for not being blind.
Guess what
It can be a good ending or a sad ending.
But what I heard is always the bad one.
Is that a very difficult task to find someone who like you and you like him at the same way?
True love.
Things that I never believe.
Why?
I have saw a lot of love story happened around me and none of them having a happy ending.
Well, maybe some of them are.
But seriously, do we really need love to survive?
Maybe yes, maybe not.
At least I'm still alive for my 20 years even I don't have any love relationships.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:43:00 PM
10:43:00 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
What can I say?
November is just not my month.
Again, everything goes wrongly for today.
I meet someone that I don't wish to meet in the early morning.
I thought I won't afraid of meeting her but I'm wrong.
I'm a coward.
I'm scared and I try to hide myself.
Shame on me. =(
What to do, Stephanie can't do anything else but just hiding under her mother's skirt.
Pathetic rite?
I screw up my quiz.
OMG...
and I know I deserve that.
I think I need to catch up during my final exam.
okie.
That's all for those unhappy moments.
Here comes to the moments that I would like to share it out.
Ya, you're right.
A person who is quite important in my life.
A friends that I know her for seven years but we getting closer during the second year.
A wonderful memories that we have and I would like to keep it forever.
Who is she?
A friend that I always care
Suet Ann
November is just not my month.
Again, everything goes wrongly for today.
I meet someone that I don't wish to meet in the early morning.
I thought I won't afraid of meeting her but I'm wrong.
I'm a coward.
I'm scared and I try to hide myself.
Shame on me. =(
What to do, Stephanie can't do anything else but just hiding under her mother's skirt.
Pathetic rite?
I screw up my quiz.
OMG...
and I know I deserve that.
I think I need to catch up during my final exam.
okie.
That's all for those unhappy moments.
Here comes to the moments that I would like to share it out.
Ya, you're right.
A person who is quite important in my life.
A friends that I know her for seven years but we getting closer during the second year.
A wonderful memories that we have and I would like to keep it forever.
Who is she?
A friend that I always care
Suet AnnI'm glad to have a friend like her.
We share a lot of memories.
Some are sweet and some are bitter.
We seldom argue.
She is nice, caring and friendly.
She is a very good listener and she takes good care of me too.
I know I'm clumsy.
Thanks for everything.
You know I love you.
One more thing :
( she is single and available too =) )
Here are some sweet memories:
Ann the birthday girl
Ann , Kar Mun and me
me and P.yin
me and M.Jean
Kar Mun and me
me and the pretty girl - Yinly
the other pretty girl - Phui Yee
4 of us
me and Ann ( i love this picture)
me and the rabbit girl - Pey Pey
Woeh Yih (the tall girl), Siew Thean ( i hope i din spell it worng)
and me ( short and chubby one)
me and Vern ( the cute one)
me and Ming Yi ( my ex- monitor lol)
us again!
We share a lot of memories.
Some are sweet and some are bitter.
We seldom argue.
She is nice, caring and friendly.
She is a very good listener and she takes good care of me too.
I know I'm clumsy.
Thanks for everything.
You know I love you.
One more thing :
( she is single and available too =) )
Here are some sweet memories:
Ann the birthday girl
Ann , Kar Mun and me
me and P.yin
me and M.Jean
Kar Mun and me
me and the pretty girl - Yinly
the other pretty girl - Phui Yee
4 of us
me and Ann ( i love this picture)
me and the rabbit girl - Pey Pey
Woeh Yih (the tall girl), Siew Thean ( i hope i din spell it worng)
and me ( short and chubby one)
me and Vern ( the cute one)
me and Ming Yi ( my ex- monitor lol)
us again!Again, sweet memories will last forever ~
I love you all!
Happy sweet 20 to all of you.
* sorry yee yee , i dun have any pictures with you. I will upload soon when i get it from you. =) Don't angry please.
I love you all!
Happy sweet 20 to all of you.
* sorry yee yee , i dun have any pictures with you. I will upload soon when i get it from you. =) Don't angry please.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:45:00 PM
9:45:00 PM
Monday, November 03, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUET ANN
May all your dreams come true
Happy sweet 20 =)
me and Ann
May all your dreams come true
Happy sweet 20 =)
me and Ann"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:34:00 PM
11:34:00 PM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
November is just not my month. (No offense please)
The first day of November ---> Suck!
Everything is out of my control.
I feel terrible for everything.
Again, my feeling is indescribable.
Angry?
The last feeling that I ever have and I never angry anyone more than 1 minute.
Unbelievable?
Ya, you gonna believe it.
Sometimes I really don't know how to angry someone.
Maybe this will be the reason people always take advantage on me.
What to do?
I'm the most stoo-pid dumb dumb in this world.
Instead of angry someone, I rather keep my energy to do something else.
Lesson 1#
A new word that I learn from my mom ---> disappointment.
Do you ever feel disappointed to someone?
I have this stoo-pid feeling since I was young.
It seems like I never get rid of this stoo-pid feeling.
Is okie.
Like people will care about it.
* I'm not angry, just a feeling call disappointed arouse me.
The first day of November ---> Suck!
Everything is out of my control.
I feel terrible for everything.
Again, my feeling is indescribable.
Angry?
The last feeling that I ever have and I never angry anyone more than 1 minute.
Unbelievable?
Ya, you gonna believe it.
Sometimes I really don't know how to angry someone.
Maybe this will be the reason people always take advantage on me.
What to do?
I'm the most stoo-pid dumb dumb in this world.
Instead of angry someone, I rather keep my energy to do something else.
Lesson 1#
A new word that I learn from my mom ---> disappointment.
Do you ever feel disappointed to someone?
I have this stoo-pid feeling since I was young.
It seems like I never get rid of this stoo-pid feeling.
Is okie.
Like people will care about it.
* I'm not angry, just a feeling call disappointed arouse me.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:56:00 PM
7:56:00 PM
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