New year, New blogskin. =)
Will be back soon
Happy 2009!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:27:00 PM
9:27:00 PM
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Happy New Year to everyone.
New year, New blogskin. =)
Will be back soon
Happy 2009!
New year, New blogskin. =)
Will be back soon
Happy 2009!
Last day of the year.
There are some ups and downs in this year.
But finally everything comes to the end.
I should be relief because I'm still alive and I'm breathing.
If this post will be my last post and I would not blog anymore, what my life will be?
Recently I got nothing to blog.
I have tons of things to write but I don't know how to write it out.
Again, I get myself speechless.
You are not me so please don't assume.
I know I'm stoopid and I don't need you to tell me.
I know I'm kinda desperate, it just because I can't afford to lose it.
I have lost my pride and I don't want to miss anything else.
and I just don't want myself to feel regret.
Maybe one day I will feel regret for what I have done but at least I put my effort and at least I feel good for this moment.
Even my happiness only last for one second, I will try my best to hold it.
Yea, you will say I'm another stoopid dump dump.
And you're right because I am.
I try to hold my tears and try to prove myself I'm doing the right things.
Even there are many voices tell me that I'm too much or it is not good to do that.
I will still continue to do that.
I do not need you to tell I'm doing some silly things because I know what I'm doing.
I feel helpless and I need supportive friends.
But after all ~ and again~ I'm standing at the crossroad.
If this post is my last post, it's because I have nothing to share anymore ~
There are some ups and downs in this year.
But finally everything comes to the end.
I should be relief because I'm still alive and I'm breathing.
If this post will be my last post and I would not blog anymore, what my life will be?
Recently I got nothing to blog.
I have tons of things to write but I don't know how to write it out.
Again, I get myself speechless.
You are not me so please don't assume.
I know I'm stoopid and I don't need you to tell me.
I know I'm kinda desperate, it just because I can't afford to lose it.
I have lost my pride and I don't want to miss anything else.
and I just don't want myself to feel regret.
Maybe one day I will feel regret for what I have done but at least I put my effort and at least I feel good for this moment.
Even my happiness only last for one second, I will try my best to hold it.
Yea, you will say I'm another stoopid dump dump.
And you're right because I am.
I try to hold my tears and try to prove myself I'm doing the right things.
Even there are many voices tell me that I'm too much or it is not good to do that.
I will still continue to do that.
I do not need you to tell I'm doing some silly things because I know what I'm doing.
I feel helpless and I need supportive friends.
But after all ~ and again~ I'm standing at the crossroad.
If this post is my last post, it's because I have nothing to share anymore ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:59:00 AM
12:59:00 AM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Sorry seems to be the hardest word - Elton John
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:53:00 PM
9:53:00 PM
Monday, December 29, 2008
Speechless. :(
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:29:00 PM
9:29:00 PM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
I hate dissapointment.
But I get it again and again.
I don't know how long I can stand it.
A day? A week? A month or maybe a year?
Again maybe~
My life is full of uncertainty and yet it's still miserable.
Nothing is better to describe my life besides the word miserable and I like this word very very much.
This post might be a very long post. :)
A ton of rubbish might be written down.
Again, take it or leave it.
A busy December.
I guess so.
Everyone around me is busy with their own stuff.
Same to me.
When I'm working, I keep on blaming that I don't have time to rest and always wonder when is my off day.
But after working, I miss my working days.
I miss those busy days that I have at Mid Valley for two weeks.
I miss those Christmas songs that I used to listen during working.
I miss those days that I work with my friends and the laughter that we have.
I miss those gossips or stories that I used to listen during working.
and again, I miss the busy me who can help myself stop thinking those unuseful stuff.
But now, everything back to normal.
I have lots of time to rest, to think and to wonder.
My life from complicated become more and more complicated.
Who am I?
A girl who never know what she is doing, what she want and what she need.
Pathetic?
Yea, I guess I'm the most pathetic person in this world.
Mybe I'm not the only one but mybe I'm one of them.
Funny?
Yea, I know it and I don't mind you laugh at me.
Because I deserve it. :)
But I get it again and again.
I don't know how long I can stand it.
A day? A week? A month or maybe a year?
Again maybe~
My life is full of uncertainty and yet it's still miserable.
Nothing is better to describe my life besides the word miserable and I like this word very very much.
This post might be a very long post. :)
A ton of rubbish might be written down.
Again, take it or leave it.
A busy December.
I guess so.
Everyone around me is busy with their own stuff.
Same to me.
When I'm working, I keep on blaming that I don't have time to rest and always wonder when is my off day.
But after working, I miss my working days.
I miss those busy days that I have at Mid Valley for two weeks.
I miss those Christmas songs that I used to listen during working.
I miss those days that I work with my friends and the laughter that we have.
I miss those gossips or stories that I used to listen during working.
and again, I miss the busy me who can help myself stop thinking those unuseful stuff.
But now, everything back to normal.
I have lots of time to rest, to think and to wonder.
My life from complicated become more and more complicated.
Who am I?
A girl who never know what she is doing, what she want and what she need.
Pathetic?
Yea, I guess I'm the most pathetic person in this world.
Mybe I'm not the only one but mybe I'm one of them.
Funny?
Yea, I know it and I don't mind you laugh at me.
Because I deserve it. :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:07:00 PM
9:07:00 PM
属于 - 梁静茹
我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我赶追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什麽不敢呢 不要呢
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力
我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我赶追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什麽不敢呢 不要呢
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:54:00 PM
8:54:00 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008
After 14 days of working, my holidays finally start on today.
I need to sleep enough to recover back my energy.
I gain a lot during working and I think is time for me to grow up. =)
And I would like to say thank you to those who have help me a lot.
Again, I do appreciate it.
4 days to go before Christmas.
This year I will celebrate my Christmas at Langkawi with my family.
I love Christmas and I always do.
So, I'm here to wish everyone to have a wonderful Christmas.
Happy Merry Christmas!
Will be back after Christmas~
Au revoir
I need to sleep enough to recover back my energy.
I gain a lot during working and I think is time for me to grow up. =)
And I would like to say thank you to those who have help me a lot.
Again, I do appreciate it.
4 days to go before Christmas.
This year I will celebrate my Christmas at Langkawi with my family.
I love Christmas and I always do.
So, I'm here to wish everyone to have a wonderful Christmas.
Happy Merry Christmas!
Will be back after Christmas~
Au revoir
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:00:00 PM
4:00:00 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Lately, I found myself is getting complicated.
People around me makes me feel lost.
Who are my real friend?
Are they exist?
I know who they are.
But some of them are just not my friends.
People fool me.
People feel that I'm dumb enough for that.
Thanks for telling me who they are.
Thanks for letting me know who are my real friends.
Thanks for makes me realize the truth.
And thanks again for making me stuck in the middle.
The world is complicated and yet I'm living it.
Maybe one day I will just walk away.
Running away from everything.
Shut down my mind.
Just follow the flow and let it be.
I'm so sick of gaming.
I just want to be simple.
and yet the simple is the most complicated one.
People around me makes me feel lost.
Who are my real friend?
Are they exist?
I know who they are.
But some of them are just not my friends.
People fool me.
People feel that I'm dumb enough for that.
Thanks for telling me who they are.
Thanks for letting me know who are my real friends.
Thanks for makes me realize the truth.
And thanks again for making me stuck in the middle.
The world is complicated and yet I'm living it.
Maybe one day I will just walk away.
Running away from everything.
Shut down my mind.
Just follow the flow and let it be.
I'm so sick of gaming.
I just want to be simple.
and yet the simple is the most complicated one.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:40:00 PM
11:40:00 PM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
I'm exhausted.
Sometimes I really don't know what I want.
I thought I'm fine with it.
I don't mind and I don't care.
But actually I'm not.
And I do really care about it.
Maybe I do not know myself well.
And my life is kinda complicated, miserable and ...
Who am I?
Sometimes I really don't know what I want.
I thought I'm fine with it.
I don't mind and I don't care.
But actually I'm not.
And I do really care about it.
Maybe I do not know myself well.
And my life is kinda complicated, miserable and ...
Who am I?
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:14:00 PM
10:14:00 PM
Friday, December 05, 2008
After a week.....
Finally, I'm back
Sorry, I'm just to busy to update my blog and my current life will just be busy, busy and busy.
Last paper on tomorrow and after that my fall semester is oficial end.
Time pass so fast.
Finally, it comes to December.
The last month of the year.
Is christmas time.
But too bad.
No christmas celebration for me. =(
Working for 2 weeks really freak me up.
I love clothes
Clothes need money.
Work give me money
So I need to work.
The important fact is : I need money so I need to work!
No chirstmas but maybe a better January.
Hope so.
Random pictures:
Me and Miss B
Benny and I
Miss B, Eve, Benny and I
Again, I love christmas. =)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:32:00 AM
1:32:00 AM
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