There are some ups and downs in this year.
But finally everything comes to the end.
I should be relief because I'm still alive and I'm breathing.
If this post will be my last post and I would not blog anymore, what my life will be?
Recently I got nothing to blog.
I have tons of things to write but I don't know how to write it out.
Again, I get myself speechless.
You are not me so please don't assume.
I know I'm stoopid and I don't need you to tell me.
I know I'm kinda desperate, it just because I can't afford to lose it.
I have lost my pride and I don't want to miss anything else.
and I just don't want myself to feel regret.
Maybe one day I will feel regret for what I have done but at least I put my effort and at least I feel good for this moment.
Even my happiness only last for one second, I will try my best to hold it.
Yea, you will say I'm another stoopid dump dump.
And you're right because I am.
I try to hold my tears and try to prove myself I'm doing the right things.
Even there are many voices tell me that I'm too much or it is not good to do that.
I will still continue to do that.
I do not need you to tell I'm doing some silly things because I know what I'm doing.
I feel helpless and I need supportive friends.
But after all ~ and again~ I'm standing at the crossroad.
If this post is my last post, it's because I have nothing to share anymore ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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I'm not a profile person. Get to know me more by reading my blog. I'm not special yet not interesting. My life could be dull but you could be the person to lighten it up.