Truth is the most cruel things in this world.I know it.... =(I rather myself livin' in lie.....
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:52:00 PM
Good Morning everyone.Is 1.10am.Happy Chinese New Year.Hope that everyone wil have a nice "MOO MOO" year.Same to me too. =)
"HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR"
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:10:00 AM
I'm back.Do my blog look weird with the new blog skin?Simple or ugly?I guess so.Yea, everything is back to basic.I lup Titus.He makes me laugh a lot.I miss those days that we had and those memories ^.^Of cause ....I lup all my friends too.And I know they lup me too....rite?Say you love me too...Pls pls pls =)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:01:00 PM
Is Monday again.Third week of the January.
Wow, it's almost the end of January.
Guess what?
My life is still miserable.
It's seems like 2009 is not much different with 2008.
Lol.
Cny is coming soon.
Spring clean really drive me crazy.
and yet I hate to do it.
Sue me for being lazy.
Yes, I am.
Who cares?
My energy totally out after two days of cleaning session.
Luckily I have no class on today and I can sleep as much as I can.
I have flip thru my secondary school magazine today.
Lots of memories come to my mind.
Sweet, sour, bitter, spicy? Lol
Whatever is it, it's still the most precious things that I ever had in my life. =)
Stephanie being vain again =p
Will be back =)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:27:00 PM
Good night everyone.
My college life restart.
I love to see my hectic or busy life get started.
Result for last semester is so so.
Which mean, this semester shouldn't have last minute work, more efforts should be put and study hard to strive good result.
Maybe I should say my 2009 year will be started on today.
Went for Lillian Too talk yesterday.
After listening her talk, I can't denial that she really impress me.
I like the way she present all her feng shui stuff and yet her marketing strategies too.
But it doesn't mean I believe in feng shui.
I try to believe but not really into it. Feng shui?Maybe one day I will be just like my mom and become her fans.My mom is Lillian Too super duper fans.She never miss anything about her feng sui stuff.And I have been forced to be her follower too. =.=Anyway, I didn't enjoy her talk also because I'm too sleepy.What is in my mine when she presenting?Of cause is my bed lar. =)
Okie, that's all for today.
Ciaoz ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:53:00 PM
半夜2时, 还没有半点睡意.最近的我都不容易入睡.烦恼多了, 脑也想多了.累是累了, 可是还是睡不着.听着PENNY 的 So PennY 专辑.很棒, 我很喜欢.每次我睡不着时, 我都听她的专辑. 百听不厌.AlIcia Keys 的专辑也很棒. 但今天选择了Penny.如何使自己快乐?哈哈.... 我真得不晓得.如果可以我希望现在的我也很快乐.我比谁都害怕寂寞但 到最后我也习惯了.告别寂寞也有一段日子了, 可是我想它又开始想起我了.别怕, 我还这里等着你, 你可别忘了我呀!我很少用华语写Blog 但今天却用了, 希望我的华语没有太差.性情不好, 我习惯听歌,我听歌的范围很大, 什么歌我都听, 只要没有很吵就行了.我很怕吵, 或许偶尔我自己太吵了, 所以连自己也开始受不了.妈妈总是说有我的存在就不会有安宁的日子.或许我也给他们太多的麻烦了.哈哈... 我知道我是个麻烦鬼.或许有一天我不会再给别人带来任何麻烦呢.....Again my life is full of uncertainty.....新的一年.感觉还很差.一点也没比去年好.只是身边多了一些人的陪伴.但是寂寞的我依然寂寞依然是一个人.这样又有任何差别吗?或许真的没有, 但与他在一起, 我是真的快乐的.如果我的快乐不可能永久 , 至少短暂的快乐也会给我莫大的满足了.爸爸常说我贪心, 什么都要.其实我一点都不贪心, 因为我是一个一无所有的人, 连基本的快乐我也学不会.可悲, 可悲!夜深人静的时候, 你会想起谁?我?我想到的是一个人的平静.安安静静地听着音乐, 什么都不想, 什么都不做, 只剩下音乐陪伴我.那就足够了.今天写得满多的.是时候停笔了.今晚的你会不会想起我?今晚的我一定会想起你.....
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:59:00 AM
Good morning everyone. Now is 6.49am.Trouble sleeping.Instead of lying on the bed, I rather wake up and do something else.Whenever I can't sleep, my computer become my good companion.Since it is difficult to load my pet society at night, I decided to wake up early to play it.You must be say I'm insane.Whatever you like, I'm just so so so unpredictable.Since that day, I know that my life will never be the same anymore.I know the reason for trouble sleeping.I try to get rid from that but so sad I just can't.I know, no matter I blame or complain, or no matter how many post that I'm going to write about it...The problem is still there.No one can run away from that.And I need to face it, accept it and solve it.I know I'm tired and exhausted.No matter how hard I try it seems like I'm the only one who care about it.After all, do I still need it?I have lost myself.When?Long long time ago ~* I'm still counting the day that I leaving this shits!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:49:00 AM
How to make your life better?Can you define your happy life?Do you find the way to make yourself live better?I guess not.Some people use their whole life just to earn a lot of money because they think this is the only way to make their life better.Some people even sacrificed everything just to be with their love one because they think that is the happiness that they looking for.You might say they are stoopid or maybe they are really stoopid.But who cares...If you think the life that u living on is happy, so please continue with it.It's not easy to have a happy yet wonderful life.You might think the others are having a colorful life and yours are dull and boring.But sometimes a simple life might be the most wonderful one.I'm creating a wonderful life for myself.No matter how hard my future will be.I will try to make myself happy everyday.Maybe a simple smile for everyday will be the better life that I looking for.Do you get what i mean?No? Maybe my words confuse you again.And again take it or leave it.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:20:00 PM
How to touch a girl - JojoI think I could like youI already do Feelings can grow but They can go away too You're takin my hand Lookin into my eyes Don't be in a rush to End midnight Feel somethin happenin Could this be a spark? To satisfy me baby Gotta satisfy my heart Do you know how to touch a girl? If you want me so much First I have to know Are you thoughtful and kind? Do you care what's on my mind? Or am I just for show? You'll go far in this world If you know how to touch a girl Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl? Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl? I think I could like you But I keep holding back Cause I can't seem to tell If you're fiction or fact Show me you can laugh Show me you can cry Show me who you really are Deep down inside Do you feel somethin happenin? Could this be for real? I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal Do you know how to touch a girl? If you want me so much First I have to know Are you thoughtful and kind? Do you care what's on my mind? Or am I just for show? You'll go far in this world If you know how to touch a girl Cut me some flowers Conversation for hours To see if we really connectAnd baby if we do Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you Ohh Do you know how to touch a girl? If you want me so much First I have to know Are you thoughtful and kind? Do you care what's on my mind? Or am I just for show? You'll go far in this world If you know how to touch a girl*I'm counting the day that I can walk away from all this shit.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:20:00 PM