有几次我真的想什么都不管就这样离开你...但不知何来的勇气让我再一次地留了下来...我一直以为我很洒脱但是后来发现我原来我不是...离开和留下都需要很大的勇气...离开你, 难道我真的不会再留恋吗?留下来, 又难道我不怕再次受到伤害吗?从一开始我就对这段感情没有信心但我不想后悔, 难道现在的我后悔了吗?现在的我是否快乐吗?我真的不知道...我只是很肯定如果让我再一次选择...我应该还是会走同样的路...因为在爱情里我是傻瓜...我输了我自己,所以我希望我的选择是对的...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:12:00 PM
Silence speaks Silence screamsSilence talks louder then any wordthat cuts true the heart like a sword.Silence speaksSilence screamsSilence drives me around the bendwhat's the problem i don't understandSilence speaks Silence screamsSilence is a weapon of your choiceTo cut true my heartLike a swordwith out saying a single wardSo please break the silence
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:32:00 PM
Stephanie and friends
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:21:00 PM
7.15amJust back from MOS...3 hours ago.And now I'm here....Stoopid alcohol...make me can't sleep well..Gastric pain.Pity me =(
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:15:00 AM
I miss my bibibu =(
Stoopid facebook...
why I can't load my pet society
Hng~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:14:00 PM
Yesterday, I'm kinda hyper. Yea, I just know it. I need to calm down myself and think back what I have done this few days. I'm just the girl who can't afford to lose anything. After all, this is because of my kiasu spirit. I try to hold back every time but sometimes, it just doesn't work out. I never want to be happy because I know my happiness never last long. I scared to lose them so I rather myself never own that before. Never-ever ~ Happiness is just never fall for me or maybe I never deserve to have it ?
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:10:00 AM
Another new blog skin for my bloggie.... yeah!
You know mama love you right.
I love my blog quite a lot.
He spent all his time with me and I spent my time with him too ^.^
No matter I'm happy or sad...
He just be right beside me.
I love him and I bet he loves me too, right?
I always change new clothes for him.
Make sure he is always fresh & bright.
Ta -dah~ you see... Don't he look lovely now?
Mid-term is over.
My chemistry result?
I pray hard for that.
I hate chemistry, always have always will...
Boo~
A lot of assignments have to submit on this month.
So now I'm here to declare ~
This month will be a very busy month for mousedeer.
So mouse deer should be spent more time on her assignments.
No more web cam on night.
No more shopping on weekends.
No more facebook. ( perhaps twice a week?)
No tv, just only me and my assignments?
Haha, I really wondering will I just obey all my NOs?
You know I won't...
Mouse deer is busy and she is real damn busy.
Mouse deer is scretching her mind how she going to do her advertising assignments.
Mouse deer is going to hate photoshop very soon.
Mouse deer is worry about her next week quiz for cfm because she not yet start her revision. Hrmph~
Mouse deer hates chemistry and from today onwards she will hate more...
Why?
Because mouse deer is worry about her chemistry show case. (Pray hard)
Cfm assignments on 25 March....
Yea, mouse deer is going to die soon because she hates figures too....
Now, mouse deer feel sinful by sitting infront of her computer and updating her bloggie.
Mouse deer ar mouse deer. You should be more hardworking.
Okiee, I know...
Ciao everyone~
No more webcam. =(
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:02:00 PM
I'm back.
Mouse deer is back.
Don't know why I claim myself as a mouse deer.
Do you think my face look like a mouse deer, very cute but my body look like a gorrilla?
After listen what I say, everyone laugh. Is this statement very funny?
I do think myself is cute but not pretty. Don't believe?
"Ta- dah" see I told you ady ~ blek!
I go through my photo albums and I found that I'm vain enough and I always act cute. boo~ Ya, I know I'm not cute... So what, I just dun care because I'm a cute mouse deer. ^.^
Another lame post. Spam me if you dare to ~ =p
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:59:00 PM
Monday.
Another busy week for me.
Mid-term exam on this week.
Although I have only one paper for my mid-term, tons of assignments are waiting me.
I should be more hardworking...
Hrmph ~
People like to ask me questions.
But I hate to answer them.
Rainy day make me feel moody.
Celebrate my bf birthday on this afternoon.
I have no comment about it.
But I hope that he enjoys his birthday. =)
I do have fun but some stoopid emotions keep on aroused me and I hate it very much. =(
I try to control but sometimes I couldn't help much too.
They just like me and I hate them.
Pictures of the day
The birthday boy
His innocent face
the gf & bf
Me, Him and the cake
Us
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:34:00 PM
First of all,
I would like to wish "Happy Birthday" to my lovely boyfriend.
I love you
Always have, always will ~
the gf and the bf
*Life is still miserable and that's nothing to blog about it.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:39:00 AM
I'm not a profile person. Get to know me more by reading my blog. I'm not special yet not interesting. My life could be dull but you could be the person to lighten it up.