
I love music.
But it was long long time ago.
I still love music but there is something else more important than music.
It has been edges I din touch my piano.
I feel strange when I touch my piano again.
So sad --- I abandon my piano, she no longer important in my life~
I have lost my passion towards music.
I have lost my motivation in composing ( even though I'm not very good with it)
I almost lost everything in my life.
I never put efforts in hold back, that's why I lost them!
Things comes, things go.
What comes around, goes around as well.
I know this is a lame excuse for stop touching my piano.
But I still love my piano but just not as much as last time.
I still remember what I have promise to myself.
A gift for myself ~
I will buy myself a white baby grand when I have earned enough money. ( wondering when I will earned enough)
Daddy promise to buy me one if I can finish my Grade 8 but eventually I stop it when I was grade 7.
I have no more motivation to continue my Grade 8.
I know it was a waste for me since my parent have invest on me for past 10 years.
Sorry papa mama...
I know sorry can't help much but I really mean it. =)
Stop putting expectations on me, because I never accomplish any of them...
Music rocks!
Stephanie sucks!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:43:00 PM