Prom night is around the corner.
There are lots of stuffs to be consider and decisions should be taken as fast as possible.
I'm not good in being a decision-maker.
I always doubt on what I have done and yet I'm not confident with my-self.
Sigh~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:03:00 PM
Good afternoon everyone.Marketing cases class cancel.That why I'm free to online now.I'm kinda bored this few days.Emo mode turns on.I'm waiting and I hate waiting.Confuse again." YOU KNOW BUT YOU DON'T KNOW, YOU DON'T KNOW BUT YOU KNOW "some stoopid quote.it is so confusingeven though I understand the meaning of this quote.But seriously, it do bothering my thinking.I'm hestitate to know am I knowing everything that I thought I don't know.or actually I know nothing.Life is so ~ ~ ~ confusing.What the hell I'm doing here if I know there is something more important for me to do?I want to ignore everything that I don't know.I just want to know what I should know.Can I ?Livin' in lie.Something you really know but you refuse to know or pretend you don't know.You're going to lose someone in your life.You can stop it but you refuse to or you just don't know how to fix it.I know I do really knoweverytime I try to walk out but there is something pulling me back.excuse ?Yea, I have lots of excuses.There is a lot of people walking in and walking out from my life.But none of them want to stay with me.Maybe my life is kinda complicated for them.I guess so.Tired?The best excuse in my list.I always use it when something happens.Not creative?yes, I am not creative.But who cares?don't tell you do care about me.Bull shit!I JUST NEED SOME TIME.AGAIN, LEAVE ME ALONE
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:29:00 PM
another Monday =/Finally I get to eat sushi on today.Thanks daddy. =)My favorite food --- Japanese sushi.Especially raw salmon ( thumbs up)Some claim that raw food are so geli but I do think it is nice and fresh enough.But too bad sushi is kinda expensive compare to those normal meal.1 plate of sushi might cost u 2 to 6 bucks and yet you still feel hungry.If I could have sushi for everyday, I do think my life could be complete.Okie, which mean if I want to eat sushi for everyday, I need to study hard now, work hard, earn lots of money and then I will have sushi as meal for everyday.LOLsome facts show that raw food is not good for health.there are lots of bacteria inside it.Haha you can imagine how many bacterias that I could have inside my stomachDun care!Still like sushi than nobody does.Still love to have them as my daily meals.That's all for today.Life is still difficult nowadaysand yet I 'm still breathingsayonara ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:08:00 PM
New blogskin.Funky yet interestng.=)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:59:00 PM
is been a while ~
Some decisions have been done...
There will be some changes later on...
Stay tune ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:53:00 PM
Confuse =/
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:41:00 PM
10/6/2009
TO " GOH CHUN "
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
the cake
guys
ladies
chyihann and the cake
me me me
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:36:00 PM
Another day ~Went out for yam cha session last night till 3am.Seriously, is damn tired ~Wake up in the early morning --- 5.30amGet myself ready in one hour time.Fetch my sis to her college.From HELP all the way to Segi.Long long journeyLucky there is no traffic jam.Reach college around 8am.Sleep in my car for another 1 hour.Class start.And I'm too tired to concentrate.Almost blur for the 1st hour and feel better after drinking a cup of milo.Milo - my all time favourite.went lunch with my bf and his friends at IOI mall.Great lunch.Seoul Garden not bad.Maybe I should bring my friend and family to try next time.Drive back.Almost sleep while driving.Raining.Reach home ---- sleep.Wake up at 9 pm.Skip my dinner --- and now I'm hungry again =.=Damn it!Busy day busy me. =/Tiring day tired me =/I need fresh air now !Ciao ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:45:00 PM
after all I'm just too tired...EXHAUSTED~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:37:00 AM
Got my result on today.No surprise, just like what I have expected.Class start.Short semester.3 subjects to go.Tough time.Should be more hardworking.Diet plan on.No food =(Busy busy month....Life is just a bore and I'm still alive.Listening to Alicia Keys --- If I ain't got you.Still loving her.Great voice.Alicia Keys rocks!Dislike someone lately Faker, Back off!!!Not going to reveal who is the person.Maybe I'm a pretender as well but I hate faker seriously.Different people different point of view.So sorry no matter how different people could be.I still dislike you.Things that you do recently are really irritating enough.And yet it is not impressive at all. =/I know you are trying very hard to fit in but so sorry...We just don't need you.I know I'm kinda harsh in words.But I'm not feeling bad with saying that.You just don't deserve any resepects from me.You hate me and I hate you in the same way too...Just get a life, puh-lease ~I'm still me~
The what-so-ever girlThe freak oneThe noisy oneThe loud oneThe fussy oneThe annoying oneThat's me!Take it or leave it.I'm not going to change!I don't need anyone to make my life complete and yet my life never be wonderful.And I'm still breathing =)I know I'm not good in words.I'm not good in expressing myself.But I really didn't mean it.You are great!And you always will.* Miss him again
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:43:00 PM
Lots of stuff to be consider...
Lots of planning have been done...
But none of them successful...
I'm dead...
=(
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:31:00 PM
I'm not a profile person. Get to know me more by reading my blog. I'm not special yet not interesting. My life could be dull but you could be the person to lighten it up.