You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

“对自己没有信心，就会一直怀疑对方。
如果不克服自己心中的恐惧，
就没有办法恢复到一个平等的姿态来维系这段感情。”

那她要怎么克服？

“心病还需心药医，如果对事情不要那么执著，那么就不会有这么多问题产生了。
不只感情，在面对很多人生问题的时候也是一样，何必要庸人自扰呢？
如果愿意想开，其实一秒钟就可以想开了，不是吗？”

（败犬女王，二十集）

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:57:00 AM

Thanks for helping me completing the survey.

Yea, I get 36 respondents for my survey and it is more than enough.

Thanks again to those 36 respondents, you know who you are.

Thanks for your 3 mins.

Really appreciate it.

Love you guys!

Another hectic week, more updates on next post!

Stay tune~

Picture that motivate me everyday, ugly yet funny I likey!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:23:00 PM

Something badhappens

I lost all my survey info due to my carelessness.

I have to re-do it and re-post it..

Hope everyone will be feel free to help me..

The due date for this survey is on this Wednesday cause I need to hand in my report on Thursday morning, 8.30am..

I need help, puh-lease~

Thanks for your help, I do appreciate it =)

Click Here to take the survey

Have a nice day!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:17:00 PM

Another week.

Hectic week I could say.

Presentation, exam, computer broke down, swing mood bla bla bla...

First week of being 21 years old is damn shit...

and is damn frustrating as well...

Just reformat my computer and hopefully everything will be alright!

Luckily I know how to reformat a computer if not.....

I have been die long long time ago...

Everything is just not at a right place in a right time.

Is such a mess now.

And I hate to clean up those sucky mess.

Why everything is seems like falling apart.

Can anyone help me get things right?

I'm so so so tired.

It has been few days I didn't sleep well.

Damn it!

I... I... I

I HATE THAT LA!

Ugly right? No doubt, that is my shit face right now!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:20:00 PM

Mid-term week...

My blog will be rest for one week as well...

See you next week...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:34:00 PM

Hey Sunday, Stephanie here.

Another boring weekends.

I spend my Saturday & Sunday at home.

I haven step out from my house for this two days.

My Deepavali is not that happy at all, huh?

Mid-term on this week.

3 papers to go and I just finish study one of my subject and I just go thru it without really pay full concentration on it.

I'm so lazy la... What to do... People just finish celebrate Birthday mah...

I'm so sick of books... especially text book!

Thought of having a nap but I failed to do it...

Don't ask why, I just can't sleep... pressure huh?

My room is so so so messy and I think is time for me to clean it.

But I so so so lazy la... How? Any volunteer?

So lifeless nowadays...

No more work for this month...

I should get a job, maybe I fall in love with working, at least I won't be so lifeless...

Checking on my make-up stuff...

Currently kinda addicted with those things and I spend quite a lot on them...

But I likey...

Even I almost pk already, but when I look at them... I feel so satisfy and happy!

Mama love you all ya!

Clinique Superfit Foundation --- so so so natural, but coverage is so so ... Rimmel is better!
MAC press powder --- love it, long lasting, coverage is superb!
MAC liquid concealer --- cover my dark circle after using Bobbi Brown corrector ... Bought it because it is cheaper than Bobbi Brown concealer.
MAC studio finish concealer --- not that bad. Bought it because my Make Up Forever concealer is finish soon and MAC concealer is cheaper than that.
Bobbi Brown corrector --- OMG... I love it till die. What can I say? Bye bye dark circle!
Bobbi Brown blusher --- Not that bad, I have no comment about blusher, as long as it looks red then I'll be fine with it.
Anna Sui Lipstick & Lip gloss set --- Pressie from Moon. Still one of my favourite. I seldom apply lipstick or lip gloss cause i hate things stick on my lips. But it is from Anna Sui and I love Anna Sui product so I love it!
Make Up forever Mascara --- Erm, not that bad. It is pricey if you compare it to Maybeline or Loreal. But the effect I would say ~ Maybeline Mascara is still the best!
MAC auto pencil eyeliner --- I'm not good in drawing eyeliner and for my eyes shape, liquid eye liner will be best for me but due to I'm not good in drawing eyeliner so I choose the auto pencil one. Not that bad I could say.
Chanel eye shadows --- Pressie from mummy. No comment cause they have my favourite gold color but I still plan to buy myself another one from Chanel as well. Chanel eye shadows is the best cause they have those beautiful color and it is hard to find in other brand. Again, it is expensive! Sigh~ I need more money la...

My next item that I would like to add on will be Lancome Mascara cause I heard that it was good to use.

Maybe I should tag along my mom on her next visit to Lancome counter because I want a Lancome Mascara and a Lancome toner as well! Boo~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:08:00 PM

My life is kinda dull sometime.

I'm not a party girl.

I'm a home girl and I stay most of my time at home especially night time.

I need some sparks in my life.

Maybe I could have some fun on the dance floor.

Maybe I should be more energetic, exercise?

Maybe oh maybe...

I shouldn't stay at home right now!

Can anyone bring me out?

Music, please ~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:04:00 PM

The last celebration --- Haagen Dazs --- Chocolate Fondue--- Family members!

the end!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:18:00 PM

I'm officially 21 XD

Yea, that's nothing to be happy about because I'm getting older... sobz...

But with all the birthday wishes, pressie, friends and family included the very very special one, I think it's worth for me to getting older... Thanks a lot! XD

Have a great time at The Ship last night even there is something happen in the middle but I do think that " something " makes me feel more surprise...

Although I'm not a surprise lover but I do think the efforts that him do for me already make me feel touch, warm & happy...

What can I say... Dear dear you are the best in my heart!

The memorable pictures of the day :

My pressie from him =)

Celebration at The Ship

Me , flower & him

Vain me =)

When I "lao gai"

I love you XD

Us!

Me & Him =)

Notes for him:

Thanks dear dear, I love your pressie, your celebration, your surprise, your card and your words!

You make my 21st birthday more complete.

I never feel so sweet and warm before.

I might not be the ideal girl friend for you, but somehow I try very hard to fit that place.

Same goes to you, I can see your efforts too.

You might not be perfect but you're still the best.

I love you --- the three words for you. I know it's easy to say out but it's hard to do it.

And you did it! I know you love me XD.

Since you spend so much already, I promise you we budget eating start on today, for me and for you. XD

Again, when the curtains end I still want to be with you...

Cause there is no one can replace your place... At least for this moment, you're the best!

The best dear dear in town --- nominated by BEBE Hoh

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:50:00 PM

Date : 10/10/2009

Time : 8.00pm

Venue : My house

Occasions : My 21st Birthday Party

Guests : My lovely friends, relatives and my family members

Stephanie 21st Birthday Party

Friends

Crazians

College buddies

My pressie

The bf and I

My family and relatives

Notes for my fellow friends:

Thanks for coming

I love the presents and birthday cards.

Again, I have lots of fun and thanks for making my day so complete XD

I never expected that all of you can make it.

But seriously, I do appreciate it..

If there is any inconvenience cause by me, I'm here to say sorry.

I'm glad that you all can make it on that day --- truly from Stephanie.

I love you guys!

No matter what will happen in the future, I still wish to have a bunch of friends like you all!

You guys are the best!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:54:00 AM

The last day of 20 years old...

I'm getting older....

Today will be a good day and tomorrow will be a brand new day!

Say hi to 21 and bye to 20 =)

Going out soon...

Will be back later!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:32:00 PM

Someone says that girls that from English educated are more mature than those girls that from Chinese educated .

Some how the only differences that I could notice will be their so called fashionable dressing style or maybe you can hear some American slang when they are talking.

Okie what's the big deal between you are girls from English educated or Chinese educated.

Is that very important or is this the way makes you girls feel more high-class when someone told you that you are from English educated background?

Yes, I'm a girl that from Chinese educated background, I'm not a hot chick, I'm not high class but so what?

Don't take this as a compliment please, there is nothing to be proud being a English educated hot chick!

That is a statement!

I hate the way people try to stereotype a girl by viewing them whether they are English educated or Chinese educated person...

So cheap and so lame!

Is this the guideline to judge someone.

Good in English will be a privilege to doing better in your work place but it doesn't mean it's a better way for you to become a better person

As long as you are educated, you will know how to become a better person.

Yea, that's from me ----- Stephanie Hoh

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:35:00 AM

I need your help!

Click here please =)

PUH ~LEASE ....

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:18:00 AM

I have a great night =)

Thanks for coming my 21st birthday party, love ya!

10/10/2009

Another memorable day XD

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:39:00 AM

Hey world, I'm back again

Don't worry I still alive.

Another busy day I could say

Went shopping with my friend after my morning class.

Off to One Utama.

Get myself a BOBBI BROWN corrector which have been carving for a long time.

The effect is really good and the make up artist even try it up for me.

Me ---- Likey!

No more dark circle, yeah!

Went to Zara to get some clothes and eventually I get one from them.

Shopping is really tiring and I need more energy to do that.

Obviously lunch at Sushi Zanmai is not enough for me.

Next week, I will be eating SUSHI for one whole week.

Thanks for Sushi King to give us such a nice sushi promotion. XD

Sushi lover, yes I am.

That's all for today, I need to back to work.

Assignments are waiting me.

Stay tune.

More updates will be coming soon.

Ciao~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:02:00 PM

Tired =(

Didn't sleep well this few days...

Busy week..

Tons of assignment are waiting me.

I need more time!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:49:00 PM

Shopping is awesome but in the same time it's tiring as well.

Night everyone!

Sweet dream =)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:43:00 PM

First post for October

Welcome October!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:03:00 AM