Thursday.
This week is a bad week.
Everything bad just come to me.
My car get knocked by some stoopid driver, luckily just a bit of scratch.
Sigh!
Sometimes I really dunno what I'm doing.
Being so lifeless.
and again, I skip my marketing research class today.
No other reason, just feel like not going to class.
I feel sorry to myself.
Feel bad, feel pathetic to myself.
Early of the month but I feel like November is going end soon.
I'm graduating soon.
So sad, I'm doubt, confuse and uncertainty with my future.
This kinda of feeling really drive me crazy.
I don't want to grow up and everyone don't want too.
Am I being childish or immature?
I thought I still have lots of time to spent.
Unfortunately I don't have.
Should I be happy?
I'm a self-center person.
I hardly stop down and think about others feeling.
I'm like a rocket, once it started, it's hard to stop.
When I angry, I will make everyone around me angry with me.
When I sad, I will make everyone depress with me.
I'm selfish, I'm stoopid and I'm an idiot!
Sometimes I know I have done something wrongly, and I just hate to admit.
Stephanie will never wrong!
This is the stoopid statement in my mind.
But seriously, I know I'm wrong.
I hate myself being stubborn.
Why can't I say sorry after I have done something wrong?
One thing for sure, this kind of attitude will be appear in front of people that close to me.
My family, my close friend or maybe the love one ~
Sorry everyone, Stephanie is kinda silly sometimes, as you know she didn't mean it.
Please forgive her.
I want to stop the time.
and I don't want to grow up.
I hope 2009 will never end.
Don't wake me up even 2009 end.
I just need some time.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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