You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

Birthday celebration for papa & Uncle Patrick.

Another birthday celebration for papa at Federal Hotel.

Let's the pictures talk:

mama & mua :)

three sisters!

cam whore in the restroom :)

big mirror!

drunk face

cutting cake =)

Charmane & I

Rachel & I

ME!!!

Having spring clean in the afternoon, is really tiring!

Serious guys, I hate housework!

I need a maid to clean up all the mess in my room.

And yet, my room is still in the mess and I have to clean it up before this Thursday.

Sigh, have to OT every night until my room get clean :(

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:02:00 PM

Is Papa B-day :)

Celebrate Papa 46th Bufday with the family as well as the bf

We have our dinner at full-house Sunway Pyramid.

Nice environment but the food really so so.

As what my dad say we should try out something new!

A good try but no twice :p

At first we want to dinner at Tenji but Tenji is too far from my house

and I really lost my mood to celebrate B-day after work because it's damn tiring.

A simple B-day dinner will still be the best celebration for dad.

I guess so :P

Happy Birthday Dad!

Pictures of the day:

Picture before we off to Sunway

The bf & gf!

Stephanie in full house!

Mummy

Daddy

Charmane

The bf

forcing him take pictures with me

hng! i got you at last!

not cool at all ~

flower :p

the b-day uncle

Happy b-day papa!

coco on board

cake from us :)

twinkle twinkle little star

ciao, peeps!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:15:00 PM

Green day --- 21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

* another song that I love it recently. Keep on playing back non-stop in my playlist. Meaningful words! Another nice song from Green Day.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:44:00 PM

My fever is getting better.

But I still feel sick.

Medicine that given by doctor is almost finish.

I'm kinda worry about myself :(

Hope to get well soon.

This afternoon, I experienced my first ever blackout.

I faint down right after come out from the toilet.

All my family member went out and left me alone.

It's so horrible.

After few minutes, I guess so...

I wake up.

I feel my heart is burning, I quickly put my clothes on and put myself on bed to chill down a bit.

I call my bf and my mom and when I tell them the whole process, I cried.

I was so scared and there is no one at home at that moment.

Is really freak me out.

I never thought this will happen to me.

I really hope I could recover soon.

I want a healthy me.

Pray hard for that.

This weekends ----- is another long long weekends.

and I don't likey!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:35:00 PM

I'm sick.

High fever, cough, sore throat, flu etc ~

I'm totally sick...

:(

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:37:00 PM

Tired.

I'm sick.

High fever.

I feel terrible in the morning.

The office is freaking cold.

Luckily I only have to work for half day for today.

Thanks god is Wednesday.

Message the bf to get me some medicine because I know I can't stand anymore, I need some medicine to chill myself down.

Went for lunch at McD.

Yea I know I shouldn't do that.

It makes me feel more sick.

Watch Orphan with How Theng in library.

The movie is damn interesting.

I just can't take my eyes on it.

Later, Chyihann & Yannyun join us as well and we move to a bigger space to watch it

We get a room at 10 floor and we watch it together.

We watch until we are late for Bio class.

They are lots of people taking Bio this semester.

We can't get seats and we have to sit separately.

Bluey have free twister orange.

Chyihann take it and he berat hati to minum.

Me, as usual the playful one, I drink his twister orange when he went to toilet.

How Theng help me to finish as well.

When he back he saw his twister orange, he was so shock and all of us laugh.

It makes my day feel better after those unhappy moments.

Class ends.

Went night market with the bf at Cheras.

First visit and it's damn long.

Two of us feel exhausted after finish walking the night market.

Both of us sweat a lot but it's a new experience for me!

I can't eat a lot due to my sickness.

Back home around 9pm.

And now I'm totally out of energy.

And there goes my Wednesday.

Night world, hope you guys have a wonderful day too.

Working whole day tomorrow.

Damn sad case :(

Pica-pica :

Tako

ai yu ping :)

(it's nice and it's my first time trying it as well :p)

My dear dear favourite Tauhu Busuk.

Is real damn busuk.

I can smell it from all the way to get it

But eventually it taste good, better than what I had expected.

Good try!

Starving for food, Bitting the chopstick and wait me to feed him :p

* No picture from me because I look fugly XD

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:40:00 PM

" working is tiring, so please appreciate your every study moment!" >.<

Quoted by: Stephanie Hoh

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:23:00 PM

BBQ night

It was fun.

The food is great.

The surprise birthday is last minute and surprise enuff.

Everyone enjoy their food.

The mafia game is interesting even though I try very hard to persuade them to play.

I guess is another wonderful

night

Sometimes we just need some bonding relationship session. XD

Pictures:

The main character!

I swear, it's real damn delicious

chicken wings

the handsome one :P

The birthday boy :)

The funny us XD

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:59:00 PM

Passport day :)

A random one

Thursday.

Sunny day.

Pictures:

calling the bf

our lunch

me :)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:58:00 PM

I'm H.A.P.P.Y ^.^

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:52:00 PM

I want nobody nobody but you ^.^

my close up shot

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:39:00 PM

Sing K day :)

Another outing with the bf's friends

I love music & I love to sing too

Having a hard time now.

Is real damn hard.

I'm totally down down down ~

Finding a way out.

God Bless me, please~

Pictures of the day:

Obviously I'm singing

The couples

Funny pic from us

love this picture, almost perfect :)

self pic XD

I need a getaway

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:37:00 PM

Weather is freaking hot here and I don't how long I could stand it.

It's hot and I'm freaking down.

I'm depress, saddening, despair, miserable, emotional, pathetic, upset etc.

I hardly use one word to describe my current feeling

The only thing in mind is I'm not happy and I can't even smile while watching a comedy.

It such a sad case for me.

All those negative thoughts are currently stuck in my mind and I can't get rid of it.

Why my world become so complicated and unpredictable.

WHY? WHY? WHY?

I have try my very best to keep myself happy everyday.

But it seems that it's not enough.

Should I try a bit harder or my happiness will never fall for me?

I'm exhausted!

I can't find any reasons to explain my dissatisfaction.

I'm angry and this is true!

I hate the world.

Is not a wonderful world.

My world is terrible & horrible.

I just need some time and my own space to settle down all this f**king shits!

Sorry everyone today is just not my day :(

Leave me alone!

Thanks ~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:50:00 PM