Weather is freaking hot here and I don't how long I could stand it.
It's hot and I'm freaking down.
I'm depress, saddening, despair, miserable, emotional, pathetic, upset etc.
I hardly use one word to describe my current feeling
The only thing in mind is I'm not happy and I can't even smile while watching a comedy.
It such a sad case for me.
All those negative thoughts are currently stuck in my mind and I can't get rid of it.
Why my world become so complicated and unpredictable.
WHY? WHY? WHY?
I have try my very best to keep myself happy everyday.
But it seems that it's not enough.
Should I try a bit harder or my happiness will never fall for me?
I'm exhausted!
I can't find any reasons to explain my dissatisfaction.
I'm angry and this is true!
I hate the world.
Is not a wonderful world.
My world is terrible & horrible.
I just need some time and my own space to settle down all this f**king shits!
Sorry everyone today is just not my day :(
Leave me alone!
Thanks ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:50:00 PM