You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

Last day of Chinese New Year.

Last day of February too.

Time flies.

But I feel like I'm still standing at the same old place.

No changes, damn sad.

I feel uncertainty.

I don't know what I'm doing.

Wondering, Pondering, Stoning ~

The most sad thing is I feel nothing.

If you ask me whether I'm happy, I will say nope.

If you ask me whether you're sad, same answer --- nope.

I don't know what I want, this is true!

and I hate myself in this kind of situation.

I need a getaway.

I need to runaway from all this shit before I break down.

I'm speechless now.

Definitely tonight will be another emo night!

Just leave me alone again, I will be alright!

I just need some time to fix out my mood.

Stephanie, you can do it :)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:24:00 AM

24/02/2010 - 25/02/2010

Bbq Night :)

Venue: home sweet home

Time: 8.00pm - 2.30am

Activities: Bbq & Gambling

a couple shot!

Eve & me

chicken wing

a complete one :)

The end!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:09:00 PM

26/10/2010

Sing K day with secondary school friends.

M.jean & me

Moon & me

my turn?

concentrating :p

singing "yam" song :D

P.yin & I

group picture

stuff from Lancome ( Toner, Moisturizer & eye shadows)

Is great to meet them after so long.

Sorry for being MIA for so long.

I do miss you all, trust me!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:19:00 PM

25/2/2010

Venue: Nandos Restaurant, Sunway Pyramid

Time: Lunch break

Nandos Day with the colleagues

me & Viviene

Tiffany, Viviene & aku

Candid time --- camera effect ( spot the blur background & focus the object)

Three gals & the funny Photographer

us & Ms. Yen (my manager)

I do enjoy my lunch.

Thanks Ms. Yen for treating us.

Is great to have them as my colleague

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:11:00 PM

20/2/2010

JENJAROM DAY :)

Pictures:

us again :)

me, Rachel & mama

me

First time visit.

Crowded.

Hot.

No Car Park.

Nice but never go there anymore. :P

Dear bf, thanks for drive us there :)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:33:00 PM

That day, when I know the truth

My heart is pain and I know she is bleeding.

I did not cry.

No tears I swear.

I don't know how should I react.

It's a surprise.

Unexpected coming and doesn't know that it's happening to me.

I was angry.

And I was mad about her.

Feel like shouting at her and ask her leave you alone.

Maybe it's not your fault.

This is what I try to convince myself.

Hate to be fool.

I have my own pride, this is what I told myself.

I was about to leave.

Last chance I told myself.

For you and for me.

Tonight, I fall for you again.

Please don't make me down.

Please, don't ~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:01:00 AM

This is the last time, I swear!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:09:00 AM

New phone in the house

"WELCOME"

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Chor 5 (18/2/2010)

Another tiring day.

Another bai nian routine.

Wake up in the morning, get myself ready, out for visiting again.

Went to Bandar Utama for visiting this time.

Some rich people place =.=

Around 3 something we off to Sunway Pyramid.

I wanted to buy a new hand phone long time ago.

Finally I get my nokia E72 today.

After so long ~ Sigh!

Anyway it's damn satisfying.

After getting my phone, I went to shop for my bf B-day present.

Since I will be busy for next week, so is better to shop now and I get him something which is memorable for him. (Hopefully)

Total spending amount for today: RM 2000

Big clap for myself.

Can I consider myself as a shopaholic?

Anyway I do feel good about it.

Later, went to my aunt house at USJ to continue my bai nian routine.

At a nutshell, it's a tiring day.

Reach home around 11pm.

I'm totally exhausted.

Is time to sleep.

Night, peeps!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:16:00 PM

Chor 4 (17/2/2010)

Daddy lunar B-day

Every year Chor 4 we will went for dim sum as a celebration for Daddy

This year we have our dim sum at Jaya 33.

A nice brunch I could say.

After the brunch, we start our bai nian routine.

Again, it's tiring and I really hope that I could have more holidays.

9 days of holidays seem not enough for me.

Pictures of the day:

Daddy & Rachel

Me & Charmane

My parents

me

mummy

daddy

Rachel

Charmane

Me again!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:57:00 PM

14/2/2010 - 16/2/2010

Just back from Singapore.

Nice trip I could say.

Even though the city is congested--- full of people especially Sentosa Island due to the opening of the casino.

But overall I did enjoy the trip well.

I love that country --- Singapore.

I love the environment especially their toilet.

Salute for the toilet.

It's super duper clean even though it's only a public toilet.

Hope I will be there again soon for the Universal Studio.

Die die also want to go there :P

I enjoy the shopping session too.

Bought 3 bags 3 heels from Charles & Keith

Some T-shirt from Zara

1 T-shirt from Pull & Bear for my boy :)

Random Pictures:

摩天轮

Mummy, Rachel & I

Me me me

at the beach

my papa & mama

sista & mama

family picture :)

stuff that I bought

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:25:00 PM

12/2/2010 - 13/2/2010

Celebrating our second valentine day on today.

An advanced celebration.

Went to i0i mall to have our dinner and watch Chinese New Year movie as well.

We have our dinner at Kiku Zakura.

Nice food but a bit pricey compare to the other Japanese cuisine but worth it XD

Love the environment and the service as well.

Later on we went for a movie.

Purposely choose i0i mall rather than the other shopping mall.

The reason being is it's not so congested and the cinema never get full with people.

For sure Chinese New Year must watch Chinese New Year movie.

And we choose to watch "ALLS WELL ENDS WELL 2010"

Kinda funny movie and we do enjoy it as well.

That's my valentine day celebration.

A simple one but meaningful.

I like my valentine day, how bout yours?

Pica-pica:

nice movie :)

Kiku Zakura

My favourite chawanmushi

The sashimi ---> Thumbs up!

My food ----> love the soba!

The bf'S California roll

us

Cam-whoring

The boss

arigatou!

I like my valentine, how bout yours?

I cut my hair shorter, and I like it! :)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:00:00 AM