Early in the morning, 2.44am.
Awake.
Hard time.
Some mix feelings.
I'm afraid.
I'm worry.
and I'm stuck.
I used to be what-so-ever.
But now I'm fear.
Fear of losing things that important in my life.
I'm not happy for this moment.
I hate myself for being so lifeless.
Miserable.
I'm finding way out.
yet, standing in the crossroad once again.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:43:00 AM