Step-by-step ^.^

2011-11-12T22:33:00.003+08:00

很失望, 原来我的努力其实并不重要.

我讨厌对人欢笑但心里却非常的不开心.

想放弃,想逃的远远去.

讨厌现在的我.

讨厌不知该如何的我.

我的压力没人懂.

我无法满足每个人的需求.

我只能做好本分.

我的无奈也只能默默承受.

我其实并不快乐但我想不快乐的人应该还有很多.

我其实并没有很好, 我应该是一个很烂的人.

人生要何时才能走完?

因为我已感到非常的疲惫.

2011-10-31T00:14:00.002+08:00

End of October, my favorite month ~

It has been a while I didn't update my blog.

It's almost dead.

Just like me.

Two more months before 2012.

Kinda surprise I still survive after a long fight.

Life has been tough.

I'm not happy, it's true.

Alcohol doesn't help much lately ~

My friend advice me to be appreciate what I have now and I will feel better.

Stop looking backward just look forward.

But Ican't foresee my future

Life's unpredictable.

I'm not happy with my job, stress to the max, no one to talk with.

Life so suck and j'm so stuck!

Helpless yet useless.

Should I give up after giving myself a long try?

I so doubt on my own ability, maybe this is not the right career path for me?

I'm so lost, it's true.

I try to fake myself with a smile everyday

But how long can I stand?

So, what's next?

I'm still discovering.

A long month to go.

November, you better be wonderful!

2011-08-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

Is almost mid of August.

Again, time flies ~

Working hard, when will be the end?

I'm not perfect, so please don't put high expectation to me.

Need a sweet escape before my emotionally break down.

I don't know how long I can do this but at least I try.

So, what's next?

Pray hard for everyday ~

2011-07-09T11:44:00.002+08:00

Saturday :)

2011-07-03T20:51:00.001+08:00

wishing for a better tomorrow :)

life could be better!

2011-06-06T01:09:00.002+08:00

很累。

被责备，心很痛。

或许我工作能力真的不如别人但我真的尽力了。

有多少次在回家的路途中我落泪了，很想放弃但还是忍了下来。

我真的有点累了。

这三个月感觉自己老了许多。

2011-05-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

I'm not a workaholic but eventually I become a workaholic due to some reason.

Tones of cases, never ended workload and I never have enough time ~

I wish, I wish one day = 36 hours, then I will have more time to finish my work.

Is Wesak day, finally I could have one day to rest, clear my mind and take a rest.

Tomorrow another brand new day, another fighting day.

When my day will be ended?

It's a never end stories until ~

2011-04-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

what 's life?

2011-03-24T23:47:00.003+08:00

Having a simple birthday celebration for Ms. Evelyn Soh last Wednesday ( birthday eve)

We dinner at a Korean Restaurant which located at Sri Petaling.

Simply can't remember the Restaurant name but overall the food is nice and yet not that pricey compare to the others Korean Restaurant.

Pica-pica for you guys :)

bff :)

boyfie, me & the Birthday girl

last & not least: me & the birthday girl

Happy Birthday to you and may all your dream comes true

Happy 2011

2011-03-21T01:50:00.003+08:00

Another brand new week :)

Almost the end of March

Hello, April!

Spend my whole weekend with the boyfie.

It's great and of course I need more time for doing this kind of activities ~

Celebrating Boyfie's mum birthday tonight, having dinner with his family and chit-chat session with them, enjoy those precious moment :)

Lastly

Happy Birthday Auntie Sang!

2011-03-19T11:07:00.003+08:00

Morning, peeps ~

Another Saturday morning.

Wake up early in the morning and catch up a movie which is haven release in Malaysia --- Morning Glory

I'm a huge fans of Rachel Adams, for sure I won't miss any of her movies.

Another nice movie I could say.

So good morning everyone, what's your plan for today?

I need a coffee to lighten my day, how bout you?

Happy weekends everyone!

2011-03-16T14:55:00.001+08:00

Redang trip 12 - 14 March

I have been to Lang Tengah but not Redang island before.

I could say it's worth for vacation.

I like the environment, is not that stuffy yet you have the opportunity to go closer with the mother nature.

The sea view is amazing because it's blue and clean enough compare to our Port Dickson.

Another getaway after some hectic life :)

Pictures :

I'm sure I can jump higher than this next time :P

It's relaxing to stand there and looking on the blue blue sea :)

having a ice kacang during your island trip is a need because the weather is freaking hot

sisterly love :D

Kuala Terengganu, a peaceful place I could say ;)

2011-03-15T14:40:00.002+08:00

No more Japan trip :(

No more Sakura :(

Is sad to heard about that.

Let us pray for them.

They need us and yet we can't do anything except showing our sympathy.

Human being, is time to stand up to help our mother nature.

A year that full of natural disaster!

Aware people!

2011-02-18T01:06:00.001+08:00

diet plan on.

I want fat free~

2011-02-15T21:37:00.004+08:00

Back to reality tomorrow onwards :'(

No more holidays and tons of work awaiting me.

The future is full of challenges and yet I have to be well prepared, not only physically but mentally as well.

Having my V-day @ Genting.

The third year we spend our valentine day together.

Thanks for everything and yet it's great moment ever :)

Pica-pica for you guys :)

Lastly, thanks for your Marc Jacob's Daisy perfume and hope you like your Laneige Men Skin Care tooo :)

2011-02-01T01:52:00.002+08:00

It's been a while I didn't blog in the middle of the night

Lately, i'm being reckless.

Feel lost again.

Driving a car without any destination.

How many roundabout I should been through before I reach my destination.

No where, no direction, it was so lost.

It's empty, my heart and my passion.

Where will be my next destination, I really doubt.

Am I in the right path?

Any choices for me?

2011-01-09T20:53:00.004+08:00

It has been a while I didn't update my blog and it's almost dead :'(

I should lighten it up a bit at least once a week, huh?

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone, hope it was not too late even though today is the 8th of Jan :)

This year resolution?

I only have one, pass my probation and become a survivor.

Not going any where, a boring year for I could say.

And there's only two words in my mind work and money.

Life is tougher, this for sure.

Hope I could save more money and my Japan trip in 2012 will comes true.

I want to went to Tokyo and shop like nobody business.

I want to see Sakura in the month April.

And all I have to do now is work hard and become a survivor.

Wish me luck!

Last and not least, this is still I love the most :)

2010-12-05T19:53:00.007+08:00

After a year waiting,finally I'm graduate!

Thanks for coming my graduation ceremony ---- The family & The bf.

It's great after all, even my legs is freaking pain.

Damn the high heels :P

Yea, what should I say, the working journey start!

The other new chapter of my life just started ~

More to go ~

Pica-pica's time :

2010-12-02T00:33:00.002+08:00

Put on weight like nobody business lately.

Depress ~

Mood Swing, Hormone imbalance, Sign of aging.

One more month to go before 2011.

Not much achievement this year.

Sad case :(

Welcoming my 2011, goodbye 2010!

2010-11-27T23:58:00.005+08:00

I love weekends :)

Great weekends ahead before 2010 end

Christmas is around the corner.

Everyone loves Christmas, Stephanie love it too!

Have been spending a lot lately.

I hate Isetan sales because it's a place and moment that makes me lose control.

Wanted a Marc Jacobs bag so much, should I splurge for it?

Or keep my penny up for my Japan Trip?

Really wanted to go Japan in two years time, perhaps before 2012 end?

Hope my dreams will come true :D

All I want for this December --- A simple Christmas will do!

2010-11-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

Next Destination ---> Japan :)

2010-11-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

Almost Christmas :D

I love Christmas the most.

Still thinking what kind of celebration I should have for this Christmas.

2010 another great year I would say.

A lot of up and down, but I still be able to sustain myself in this hardcore time :P

Thanks god, I love you so much.

2011 another brand new year to go.

Hopefully it would be greater than 2010.

I'm looking forward to it.

No matter what will going to happen next, I promise I will appreciate what I having now.

Thanks to the bf, you're the greatest bf I met so far :)

Love you.

2010-11-18T20:49:00.006+08:00

Kinda lazy to blog lately.

Lost of inspiration.

Just come back from my Hong Kong trip a week ago.

What can I say, Hong Kong is awesome.

It's a shopping paradise where I would die for it.

Bought a lot of stuff in Hong Kong.

One of my favorite brands which hardly get in M'sia --- Agnes B.

Love their bags, totes & accessories.

Too Bad, not much cash that I brought to Hong Kong.

I can be able to get myself a tote bag from Agnes B, I would say it's more than enough, at least I have one :P

Current desire : Agnes B stuff!!!

Can anyone know did Agnes B has a store in Malaysia ?

2010-11-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hong Kong I heart you :)

2010-11-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hong Kong I'm coming.
I guess this will be another getaway after a hectic world I have been go through ~

Seriously I'm so lost.

I can't find my way out.

I guess everyone has the same problem and I'm too weak in solving problem.

I understand we have to solve the problem but not to avoid problem or run away from it.

I need some time.

Maybe I will become better :)

2010-10-11T23:53:00.002+08:00

Butterflies in my stomach :"(

Feel so so so uncomfortable.

I hate PMS.

It makes my life more miserable.

4 days to go before the double 2 and I have SO MUCH to suffer along this week.

Not in the mood in celebrate my Birthday, just let it be.

The most sucky month and the most sucky feeling ever.

Wake me up when October ends.

Awaiting my November, my hong kong trip and last and not least my favorite month " Christmas".

2010-09-26T02:43:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning, 2.44am.

Awake.

Hard time.

Some mix feelings.

I'm afraid.

I'm worry.

and I'm stuck.

I used to be what-so-ever.

But now I'm fear.

Fear of losing things that important in my life.

I'm not happy for this moment.

I hate myself for being so lifeless.

Miserable.

I'm finding way out.

yet, standing in the crossroad once again.

2010-09-22T18:15:00.003+08:00

my new love :)

Thanks dear dear!

2010-09-21T20:56:00.008+08:00

1 month to go and I will be officially 22 years old.

Wow ~ Time flies.

I'm getting older and older, damn sad case.

Growing up is not that bad but growing old is a big NO.

Having my 2 days annual leave, kinda boring maybe I'm too used to my working life.

Anyhow, is great to take a break before the hectic life comes.

Awaiting my Hong Kong trip on this November.

After 6 months, I will be back to Hong Kong again.

Life is pretty good recently and I started to treasure every moments that I having now.

I love my life, how bout yours?

2010-09-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

Holidays again :)

Is my lovely weekends.

How I'm going to spend weekends?

No idea.

Maybe watching my favourite American Drama will be my best choice.

Oh- weekends, how boring it could be ???

2010-09-14T02:13:00.003+08:00

Life is not happily after

because I PMS!

I really not in the mood right now.

Back off people!

2010-09-14T02:13:00.001+08:00

Life is not happily after

because I PMS!

I really not in the mood right now.

Back off people!

2010-09-08T23:22:00.005+08:00

one day before holidays :)

Imma countdown ~ing

Tomorrow should be a good good day :)

Let's party !

2010-09-05T23:18:00.003+08:00

Holidays end ~

Gonna work for four days before next holidays come ahead :(

Manage to watch two movies during my 3 days holidays.

Step up 3 is awesome and Piranha is another must watch movie.

Thumbs up for this two movies!

What I'm going to do with my next 3 days holidays?

I'm thinking ;)

long champ tote is love :)

2010-09-03T22:48:00.004+08:00

Happy gurl and crazy guy :P

2010-08-29T01:17:00.002+08:00

Is Sunday, dude!

Let's have some fun :D

Seafood at Tanjung Sepat in the afternoon.

Yummy, I miss crab and I want to eat it badly.

People, I will blog more often than last time.

Promise, there will be no more boring session anymore.

Hopefully ~

Life is not that easy, yet I still enjoy it.

Live to fullest!

2010-08-28T18:15:00.002+08:00

Damn satisfying.

Just got my Burberry medium nova check tote bag.

I like it so muchieee :D

I likey!

2010-08-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

Feel reckless lately.

It's almost end of August, Hey September!

My 2010 almost end, 4 months before 2011.

What I should do before my 2010 end.

This year resolutions I almost done most of them.

Hong Kong trip twice a year :)

Brand new Myvi is awaiting me.

Get hired right after graduate.

New handphone & camera.

What I left will be my bangkok trip, coach wallet & bag and my 5 kg of fats.

4 months to go, can I make it?

Bangkok trip is definitely out, perhaps early of next year.

Christmas at Singapore, it that possible?

Coach maybe LV, Burberry or Gucci, still thinking ~ 2 months before Hong Kong.

I will be fat free end of this year, I swear!

Diet plan on tomorrow.

Eat less, spend less, work hard, play hard!

I think I love my working life, I feel bored staying at home especially the bf is not around :)

Currently life not that bad after!

Wake me up when September end!

I love October :)

2010-08-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

It has been sometime I didn't update my blog.

Life is kinda busy lately.

Every morning wake up, then work.

Same routine for everyday.

Is kinda boring and yet this we called "life".

I'm still adapting my working environment although my work is pretty easy and is just the matter of time for me to get used to it.

It's already mid of August.

I'm still wonder how many months to go ~

Life is unpredictable, I don't likey!

2010-07-25T16:12:00.002+08:00

Another weekends~

Seriously I love my weekends than nobody does.

I'm not a workaholic that's why I don't love my weekdays.

Yesterday, went movie with my friends at Mid Valley.

Inception --- a nice movie ever.

A must watch movie for this year.

Having dinner at Amarin Thai.

Nice dinner ever, imma Thai Food lover XD.

Sunday, wake up at 2pm.

Have my pan mee as brunch.

Work on my Internship Report.

Finally I manage to finish it.

Due date is on next week, luckily I get to finish it on time.

Few hours to go before my weekends end.

What I should do for the rest of the hours.

I'm thinking.

There goes my weekends, still love it than nobody does.

Waiting my next weekends, ciao!

2010-07-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

S.T.U.C.K

I get stuck!

2010-07-11T16:27:00.003+08:00

B.A.C.K.

Start work on last Thursday.

Imma so sick of my working location.

So far la dude.

What to do, I've no choice.

Die die also have to work 2 years in this place.

Pray hard that I can sustain in this place :(

I love weekends.

Yeah!!!

Having great dinner with the love one :)

Feel great even just window shopping in the shopping mall

I have to appreciate everything that I have :)

Love you

Pica-pica :

2010-07-08T01:16:00.004+08:00

My blog looks kinda plain right?
I have no idea how to fix it out.
I'm a html noob and I hate to go through all those codes just to get a fancy background.
Sue me for being lazy.
After two weeks holidays, I'm back to work.
Working at another bank now --- Alliance bank.
Don't ask me why I change job so often, I got my reasons, is just that I don't know how to explain it in words,ask me personally :)
Holidays should be great, hanging out with friends, movie, shopping, yum cha, sing k etc.
Thanks god! That's life should be ~
I hate working, no one like it.
We work for living, so do I.
I need money and I'm not born in a rich family, that's why I have to work.
I didn't blame my parents for not being rich seriously :)
I love them and they love me too.
So, let's work it out for our future!
Wish me good luck :D

2010-07-06T11:04:00.005+08:00

Is already 6th of July, time flies.

Have been done a little shopping lately.

Get myself a make up foundation from M.A.C., after a long consideration.

It's cheap cost me RM 120 for 40ml.

I have been try Bobbi Brown before and the coverage is only so so.

M.A.C. is better and less cheaper than Bobbi Brown.

If i'm not mistaken the foundation that I bought from Bobbi Brown cost me around RM 165.

So I guess you guys know which to buy right? :)

Get myself a pump for working.

I love heels seriously.

But if you're taking public transport to work, I guess a pump will be more comfortable for you when you can't get any seat in public transport especially when you taking LRT and Putra.

Trust me you will feel regret :)

Besides that, I manage to get myself some clothes from cotton on and MNG since it was sales right now, no harm to getting yourself some gift to pleasure yourself right?

I spent more than I earn :D

Will be start working on this Thursday after 2 weeks of holidays.

Hopefully everything will be fine.

When I'm in holidays, I want to work.

When I start working, I miss my holidays.

Funny >.<

This is what we called ---- L.I.F.E.

Goodbye June, Welcome my lovely July :D

2010-06-27T20:41:00.004+08:00

Bloggie re-active

No work on tomorrow, I will be having holidays from now on.

Really don't like my working life

I guess no one will like it.

Seriously, I'm trying my best to adapt it.

Hopefully, I will feel better after some time.

When my holidays will going to end?

I have no idea.

Maybe after my bank account got no more cash, I will started to get myself a job :P

I got my plan, don't worry.

I won't be unemployed for so long.

I gotta work!

And my parents confirm won't let me to do so.

So what next?

Take a break, have a kit kat!

2010-06-24T22:47:00.002+08:00

one week from now :)

Take a rest cause I have a long long journey to go ~

2010-06-20T21:27:00.003+08:00

Sunday

Happy Father Day :)

Celebrated my Father day at BBQ Plaza and have New Zealand Ice-cream as dessert.

Nice dinner I could say :)

One more week to go before July.

Time flies.

And it's almost end of June.

I haven finish my marketing report yet, it's time for me to wrap it up.

Result for last semester is better than what I've expected.

One more subject to go ---- marketing internship.

Then I will be graduated!
After my four years studies life, is time for me to work.

Working life is not that easy as what I thought.

Especially working as a sales executive.

Seriously, lots of efforts are needed.

I'm on my way.

I know I can do it :)

Cause I believe.

Once again

HAPPY FATHER DAY

2010-06-13T23:26:00.001+08:00

I'm not that tough after all

Because ....

I have started to miss you jor!

Where are you now?

Please fast fast come back! :(

2010-06-11T18:37:00.002+08:00

Current location : Old Town Coffee Shop (somewhere near my neighborhood)

Today is Friday, I can leave at 5pm

Hoo-ray!!!

Tomorrow is my lovely weekend~
I can sleep whole day long~

Time flies.

There goes my one week.

The bf is not in town.

And I'm going to be bloody boring during this 10 days.

Hopefully everything is going to end very soon.

Life is suffering and I hate being like that.

I want my life back.

Ciao~

2010-06-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

Not in good mood lately.

The bf went Sukma for 10 days.

Sis went for Kedah for 10 days as well.

Sigh, for sure I will be very lonely this 10 days.

No one accompany me.

Sleep alone every night.

No one cuddle me at night.

Damn sad ~

I still need to adapt to my new working environment.

Hopefully everything will be alright soon.

Money in my bank account getting lesser.

Hopefully I still can tahan until end of this month.

This month really not that good ~

2010-06-06T22:28:00.002+08:00

A lot of changes during this month.

I quit my job last week.

Eventually I get job offer from Citibank as what my mom wish to.

Yea, this week onwards I will be working in Citibank.

Is that a good thing?

I don't think so.

Pray hard that I could sustain myself in such competitive environment.

My future is full of uncertainty and yet it's challenging because I will never know what's next.

So, what's next?

2010-06-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

Holidays end.

Back to work again :(

Mentally tired, seriously ~

Maybe I haven get used with working life.

Yes, I haven.

I just need more time...

I want more holidays, can I?

2010-05-28T17:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Wesak everyone.

Even though it's not tat happy.

But I should cherish every public holidays that I have because next holidays will be on August.

Omg ~ I really don't know how long I could stand!

End of May.

Kinda lifeless lately.

Have to accept it even though my mind tell me that I'm not going to tolerate anymore.

Genting tomorrow.

Another getaway, but it's a short trip and some where that not so far from Kuala Lumpur.

But never mind it's better than nothing :)

Have to get used with my current life.

Grow up, Stephanie!

2010-05-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

Reach home early today.

It was so unexpected that I could go home on time.

It was only 6pm when I reach home.

Seriously I got nothing to do.

Bought mix rice as my dinner.

Curry chicken and ma po tauhu, not my favorite though, it's cheap -- so just makan only.

The boy friend went for bsb match and leave me alone at home.

Damn bored.

No one talk to me except two dogs who keep on barking each other.

Sigh~

Wondering what I should do next?

Sleep? Watching TV...

Omg! the same old thing~

freaking me out.

I need some excitements, can I?

I don't want to repeat the same old things everyday.

Damn it!

When I busy, I'm real damn busy, When I'm bored, I'm going to be super duper bored!

Oh-gosh, what kind of life is this?

Blury me =.=

2010-05-16T18:00:00.003+08:00

Another Sunday.

Another brand new week.

Aza Aza fighting!

It was so hot lately and I can feel myself melting soon.

Seriously, air-conditioner become a necessity.

I started to like my weekends.

Since I have started to work, I have no longer free during the weekdays.

Working life = no life

So what I will do during my weekends?

I will sleep as much as possible.

I appreciate every sleeping time that I have because I lack of sleeping time.

One day 24 hours is not enough.

I need more, Please~

2010-05-11T19:33:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,

I'm back to my blogging world.

I thought I could live without it.

But it'seem like both of us bond together.

Currently life : busy busy busy

working working working...

earn money earn money earn money :(

and it's damn frustrating!

I want my life back!

Damn it!

2010-04-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

Dear reader,

This is my last post...

Thanks for supporting all this while, and finally everything come to the end~

Dear blog,

Thanks a lot

You mean a lot to me.

Thanks for watching me grow up and I guess is time for me to walk by my own.

I can do it :)

Everyone can do it, Stephanie can do it too!

2010-04-01T00:50:00.001+08:00

I'm a B-class girl who trying hard to be A-class girl :)

I can do it

努力的女孩最漂!!!

2010-03-24T22:32:00.002+08:00

life is lifeless lately.

work - eat - sleep - watch drama?

will be on HK in one week time.

excited!!!

After a while, I think is time for me to take a break, have a trip!

woo-hoo!!!

Guys, don't miss me too much even though I won't update my blog so often :P

2010-03-16T23:29:00.003+08:00

Is been a while I didn't update my blog.

Kinda lazy lately :(

No mood no feel

I need a vacation immediately.

I need a getaway.

Run away from the reality and find some where else to hide myself.

Dear blog,

I might leave you for some time. :(

Will be back in another time.

Right time!

2010-03-07T00:27:00.001+08:00

I have been spent a lot lately.

Get scold from my parents. :(

Shopping is the only way I distress myself.

But my mom say it's an excuse.

Sigh :'(

Not a good day ~

2010-03-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

我哭了~

压力？

2010-02-28T00:24:00.002+08:00

Last day of Chinese New Year.

Last day of February too.

Time flies.

But I feel like I'm still standing at the same old place.

No changes, damn sad.

I feel uncertainty.

I don't know what I'm doing.

Wondering, Pondering, Stoning ~

The most sad thing is I feel nothing.

If you ask me whether I'm happy, I will say nope.

If you ask me whether you're sad, same answer --- nope.

I don't know what I want, this is true!

and I hate myself in this kind of situation.

I need a getaway.

I need to runaway from all this shit before I break down.

I'm speechless now.

Definitely tonight will be another emo night!

Just leave me alone again, I will be alright!

I just need some time to fix out my mood.

Stephanie, you can do it :)

2010-02-27T21:09:00.003+08:00

24/02/2010 - 25/02/2010

Bbq Night :)

Venue: home sweet home

Time: 8.00pm - 2.30am

Activities: Bbq & Gambling

a couple shot!

Eve & me

chicken wing

a complete one :)

The end!

2010-02-26T23:19:00.004+08:00

26/10/2010

Sing K day with secondary school friends.

M.jean & me

Moon & me

my turn?

concentrating :p

singing "yam" song :D

P.yin & I

group picture

stuff from Lancome ( Toner, Moisturizer & eye shadows)

Is great to meet them after so long.

Sorry for being MIA for so long.

I do miss you all, trust me!

2010-02-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

25/2/2010

Venue: Nandos Restaurant, Sunway Pyramid

Time: Lunch break

Nandos Day with the colleagues

me & Viviene

Tiffany, Viviene & aku

Candid time --- camera effect ( spot the blur background & focus the object)

Three gals & the funny Photographer

us & Ms. Yen (my manager)

I do enjoy my lunch.

Thanks Ms. Yen for treating us.

Is great to have them as my colleague

2010-02-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

20/2/2010

JENJAROM DAY :)

Pictures:

us again :)

me, Rachel & mama

First time visit.

Crowded.

Hot.

No Car Park.

Nice but never go there anymore. :P

Dear bf, thanks for drive us there :)

2010-02-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

That day, when I know the truth

My heart is pain and I know she is bleeding.

I did not cry.

No tears I swear.

I don't know how should I react.

It's a surprise.

Unexpected coming and doesn't know that it's happening to me.

I was angry.

And I was mad about her.

Feel like shouting at her and ask her leave you alone.

Maybe it's not your fault.

This is what I try to convince myself.

Hate to be fool.

I have my own pride, this is what I told myself.

I was about to leave.

Last chance I told myself.

For you and for me.

Tonight, I fall for you again.

Please don't make me down.

Please, don't ~

2010-02-20T00:09:00.001+08:00

This is the last time, I swear!

2010-02-18T23:16:00.007+08:00

New phone in the house

"WELCOME"

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Chor 5 (18/2/2010)

Another tiring day.

Another bai nian routine.

Wake up in the morning, get myself ready, out for visiting again.

Went to Bandar Utama for visiting this time.

Some rich people place =.=

Around 3 something we off to Sunway Pyramid.

I wanted to buy a new hand phone long time ago.

Finally I get my nokia E72 today.

After so long ~ Sigh!

Anyway it's damn satisfying.

After getting my phone, I went to shop for my bf B-day present.

Since I will be busy for next week, so is better to shop now and I get him something which is memorable for him. (Hopefully)

Total spending amount for today: RM 2000

Big clap for myself.

Can I consider myself as a shopaholic?

Anyway I do feel good about it.

Later, went to my aunt house at USJ to continue my bai nian routine.

At a nutshell, it's a tiring day.

Reach home around 11pm.

I'm totally exhausted.

Is time to sleep.

Night, peeps!

2010-02-17T23:57:00.004+08:00

Chor 4 (17/2/2010)

Daddy lunar B-day

Every year Chor 4 we will went for dim sum as a celebration for Daddy

This year we have our dim sum at Jaya 33.

A nice brunch I could say.

After the brunch, we start our bai nian routine.

Again, it's tiring and I really hope that I could have more holidays.

9 days of holidays seem not enough for me.

Pictures of the day:

Daddy & Rachel

Me & Charmane

My parents

mummy

daddy

Rachel

Charmane

Me again!

Singapore Trip

2010-02-17T23:25:00.003+08:00

14/2/2010 - 16/2/2010

Just back from Singapore.

Nice trip I could say.

Even though the city is congested--- full of people especially Sentosa Island due to the opening of the casino.

But overall I did enjoy the trip well.

I love that country --- Singapore.

I love the environment especially their toilet.

Salute for the toilet.

It's super duper clean even though it's only a public toilet.

Hope I will be there again soon for the Universal Studio.

Die die also want to go there :P

I enjoy the shopping session too.

Bought 3 bags 3 heels from Charles & Keith

Some T-shirt from Zara

1 T-shirt from Pull & Bear for my boy :)

Random Pictures:

摩天轮

Mummy, Rachel & I

Me me me

at the beach

my papa & mama

sista & mama

family picture :)

stuff that I bought

V-day :)

2010-02-13T02:00:00.008+08:00

12/2/2010 - 13/2/2010

Celebrating our second valentine day on today.

An advanced celebration.

Went to i0i mall to have our dinner and watch Chinese New Year movie as well.

We have our dinner at Kiku Zakura.

Nice food but a bit pricey compare to the other Japanese cuisine but worth it XD

Love the environment and the service as well.

Later on we went for a movie.

Purposely choose i0i mall rather than the other shopping mall.

The reason being is it's not so congested and the cinema never get full with people.

For sure Chinese New Year must watch Chinese New Year movie.

And we choose to watch "ALLS WELL ENDS WELL 2010"

Kinda funny movie and we do enjoy it as well.

That's my valentine day celebration.

A simple one but meaningful.

I like my valentine day, how bout yours?

Pica-pica:

nice movie :)

Kiku Zakura

My favourite chawanmushi

The sashimi ---> Thumbs up!

My food ----> love the soba!

The bf'S California roll

Cam-whoring

The boss

arigatou!

I like my valentine, how bout yours?

I cut my hair shorter, and I like it! :)

2010-02-12T16:11:00.005+08:00

Shabu-shabu last night with the bf and his family as well.
The shop full of people and we have to wait for half hour to get seated.
I didn't eat much because of the durian cake.
Dear, the durian cake really taste weird le.
But the bf love it so much =.=
weird fella.
I eat durian but I don't like to eat food that make by durian which mean I love pure original durian.
Or maybe you can say it as " just durian" ~ no durian cake, durian sweet etc.
Will be celebrate my Chinese New Year at Singapore.
Will be off to Singapore on the first day of Chinese New year.
I can't celebrate my valentine with my dear on that day.
This will be the second valentine that we spent together.
Anyway I have arranged an advanced celebration before I off to Singapore.
Will be celebrate my valentine day on today.
Looking forward :P

ciao~
back to work!

I hate photoshop to the Max!

2010-02-10T22:25:00.001+08:00

蘇州河 (慕容雪國語版)

作曲：方大同
填詞：林若寧
編曲 : Edward Chan / Charles Lee @Novasonic
監製：Edward Chan / Charles Lee @Novasonic

我只是漁火　你是泡沫
運河上的起落惹起了煙波
我只能漂泊　你只能破
唸一首楓橋夜泊我再不是我
一剎那的寄托有甚麼結果
簾外驟雨哀悼我們脆弱

愛只是愛偉大的愛情到頭來也只是愛
碧空盡的深處誰也不曾存在追懷追懷
還逃不過要置身事外
偶遇而來互相依賴
河上的船兒總不能永不離開
蜿蜒的泡影到底離不開人山與人海
無奈浪淘一浪又一浪也不過只為一次澎湃

河流上的潑墨模糊了輪廓
你不屬我我有甚麼把握　

愛只是愛偉大的愛情到頭來也只是愛
碧空盡的深處誰也不曾存在追懷追懷
還逃不過要置身事外
偶遇而來互相依賴
河上的船兒總不能永不離開
蜿蜒的泡影到底離不開人山與人海
無奈浪淘一浪又一浪也不過只為一次澎湃

寒山寺建於雲外依然為世人愛情無奈
凡人沉默的參拜感情的事只許等待
去的去不明也不白

愛只是愛偉大的愛情到頭來也只是愛
碧空盡的深處誰也不曾存在追懷追懷
還逃不過要置身事外
偶遇而來互相依賴
河上的船兒總不能永不離開
蜿蜒的泡影到底離不開人山與人海
無奈浪淘一浪又一浪也不過只為一次澎湃

那海市蜃樓只是愛

Another Chinese song that I addicted recently.

A singer with a sweet voice and she melt my heart with her voice :)

I hate photoshop x3

I need a getaway.

Countdown : 2 days

Chinese New Year Spree ~

2010-02-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

Went to Sunway Pyramid again after work.

Accompany the bf to do some shopping for Chinese New Year.

The bf bought a jean from Padini Concept Store and a pair of canvas shoes from Everlasts.

He is the big spender of the day.

Normally I'm the one who buy and he be the one who take my stuff off.

But today he buy and I have to watch him buy :(

I also want shopping la.

Not good to shop alone lor.

Went to BBQ Plaza for dinner after shopping.

We have our dinner around 9.30pm.

We have to finish our food before the shop close and we have only 30 minutes to finish all of our dishes and finally we did it!

Another Monday!

Pictures:

cooking food for me :)

our food

Big spender XD

* I wish I could having my Chinese New Year Holidays start on tomorrow.

" Aku tak ada mood kerja la!"

My Sunday :)

2010-02-07T21:20:00.003+08:00

Is Sunday :)

Wake up in the morning --- 11.30am

Having my Chee Cheong Fun as my breakfast.

Went out around 12 something.

Off to i0i mall with the bf.

Shop around before the movie start.

My bf buy some new year clothes and he get something from Padini concept store.

Movie start on 2.25pm ---- Legion

Damn scary.

I keep on close my eyes while watching it.

But it's a meaningful movie :)

Went to MNG outlet.

The bf get me a orange dress as valentine present XD

Thanks Mr. Sang, I love it so muchie.

Went home and wait Moon to pass her my shabu one card.

Meet Pey at Moon car and she give me some Nair hair removal product and Pure& Mild brightening refreshing gel.

Thanks Pey!

Wait my mom back home and off to Sunway Pyramid again.

Having Subway as my dinner and I eat gui ling gao so that my throat will feel better. ♥

Back home and sit in front of my computer now.

Is time to sleep~

Working tomorrow T.T

Off peeps ~

Pictures:

Movie ticket

coco the dog

freebies from Pey :)

dress from Mr. Sang ♥

The end :D

2010-02-06T23:03:00.005+08:00

Wake up in the morning

Accompany my mom to Mid Valley

Have our breakfast at Toast Box.

I just drink a cup of Milo ice cause I'm too full after having shabu-shabu last night.

Then we went to empro to trim our eye brown.

A better eye brown now. haha XD

After that we start our shopping spree!

We went to Isetan to buy some skin care since my mom need to buy a moisturizer.

First, We drop by at Estee Lauder counter and my mom get her stuff from there.

Approximately RM 500 something at Estee Lauder @.@

While waiting my mom, I went to Clinique counter to get some stuff for myself.

I buy a anti-blemish solution spot treatment gel since my face having serious acne problem.

Hopefully I will have a better skin during this Chinese New Year.

Later on bumped in to Bobbi Brown counter to get a foundation creme.

Approximately RM 200 something at these two counter.

Then my mom told me she bought some make-up stuff for me since Estee having some make-up set promotion.

Great! love my mom so muchie!

Pay our bill and we have our lunch at Nandos!

Feel satisfy!^^

I love my Saturday! woo-hoo ~

Within 2 hours we spend around RM 800 something.

We really a great spender! XD

Nandos!

I likey!

eyeliner pencil
mascara
lip gloss
Michael Kors special edition lip gloss
Lipstick
eye lash curler
make-up bag
handbag
Bobbi Brown foundation creme
Anti-blemish solution spot treatment gel

I'm looking forward for my Sunday.

Hopefully is another wonderful Sunday.

Anyway I'm watching Legion with my bf tomorrow ^^

Shabu Night

2010-02-05T22:18:00.004+08:00

Shabu-shabu night
It has been some time we didn't eat shabu-shabu together.
Since Evelyn is going back to her hometown for Chinese New Year this Saturday, so we decide to have a reunion before she and her bf went back to hometown.
We like shabu-shabu!
Later on, we continue our yam cha at Paparich, since the night is still early. ^^
My dear bf come and join us after his training.
So sweet of him :)

But one of our important friend didn't manage to attend ---- Chan How Theng!

We really very " steam " la!

Pica-pica:

girls talk

and the guys listening!

me & The Bf

hiding from the camera

the mess of our table

picture without me =(

the bad skill camera man!

Hope all of us have a great year!

The end!

2010-02-03T23:24:00.003+08:00

I love Wednesday than nobody does.

I got reason for that ok!

I only have to work half day for Wednesday and I can off to college for my Biology class which starts on 3.30pm

I feel happy when comes to Wednesday.

And now is already 11.30pm.

Half more hour to go before Wednesday ends and there goes my Wednesday :(

Tomorrow is another brand new day and I have to work for whole day.

It is tiring --- mentally and physically T.T

But I have no choice

I hate working and I want to complain it forever ever. >.<

I hate working I hate working I hate working I hate working I really hate working la!

I know is time for bed now.

Ciao ~

Will be back soon...

When? Not sure :p

2010-02-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

Went shopping alone after work.

Shopping is the best way to release stress and I really need it especially during this tough period.

I feel kinda depress during these days.

I try to adjust my mood every morning before I go to work.

Maybe I'm just not used to my working life.

Ooo... I really wish I'm still a student.

But unfortunately, I'm no longer student anymore and I have to accept the fact.

The fact is I have to learn how to become an adult.

I don't want to grow up.

I still want to be a lil kid but can I?

Life still goes on no matter what is happening now, the past or in the future.

Nothing to be afraid, seriously nothing to be afraid.

This is what I told myself.

To be strong is to be love yourself more.

Biology is still a disaster.

And I'm not going to let it beat me down.

Wish me good luck peeps.

2010-01-31T22:02:00.001+08:00

Birthday celebration for papa & Uncle Patrick.

Another birthday celebration for papa at Federal Hotel.

Let's the pictures talk:

mama & mua :)

three sisters!

cam whore in the restroom :)

big mirror!

drunk face

cutting cake =)

Charmane & I

Rachel & I

ME!!!

Having spring clean in the afternoon, is really tiring!

Serious guys, I hate housework!

I need a maid to clean up all the mess in my room.

And yet, my room is still in the mess and I have to clean it up before this Thursday.

Sigh, have to OT every night until my room get clean :(

2010-01-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

Is Papa B-day :)

Celebrate Papa 46th Bufday with the family as well as the bf

We have our dinner at full-house Sunway Pyramid.

Nice environment but the food really so so.

As what my dad say we should try out something new!

A good try but no twice :p

At first we want to dinner at Tenji but Tenji is too far from my house

and I really lost my mood to celebrate B-day after work because it's damn tiring.

A simple B-day dinner will still be the best celebration for dad.

I guess so :P

Happy Birthday Dad!

Pictures of the day:

Picture before we off to Sunway

The bf & gf!

Stephanie in full house!

Mummy

Daddy

Charmane

The bf

forcing him take pictures with me

hng! i got you at last!

not cool at all ~

flower :p

the b-day uncle

Happy b-day papa!

coco on board

cake from us :)

twinkle twinkle little star

ciao, peeps!

2010-01-26T20:44:00.002+08:00

Green day --- 21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

* another song that I love it recently. Keep on playing back non-stop in my playlist. Meaningful words! Another nice song from Green Day.

2010-01-24T21:35:00.002+08:00

My fever is getting better.

But I still feel sick.

Medicine that given by doctor is almost finish.

I'm kinda worry about myself :(

Hope to get well soon.

This afternoon, I experienced my first ever blackout.

I faint down right after come out from the toilet.

All my family member went out and left me alone.

It's so horrible.

After few minutes, I guess so...

I wake up.

I feel my heart is burning, I quickly put my clothes on and put myself on bed to chill down a bit.

I call my bf and my mom and when I tell them the whole process, I cried.

I was so scared and there is no one at home at that moment.

Is really freak me out.

I never thought this will happen to me.

I really hope I could recover soon.

I want a healthy me.

Pray hard for that.

This weekends ----- is another long long weekends.

and I don't likey!

2010-01-22T20:37:00.001+08:00

I'm sick.

High fever, cough, sore throat, flu etc ~

I'm totally sick...

2010-01-20T21:40:00.004+08:00

Tired.

I'm sick.

High fever.

I feel terrible in the morning.

The office is freaking cold.

Luckily I only have to work for half day for today.

Thanks god is Wednesday.

Message the bf to get me some medicine because I know I can't stand anymore, I need some medicine to chill myself down.

Went for lunch at McD.

Yea I know I shouldn't do that.

It makes me feel more sick.

Watch Orphan with How Theng in library.

The movie is damn interesting.

I just can't take my eyes on it.

Later, Chyihann & Yannyun join us as well and we move to a bigger space to watch it

We get a room at 10 floor and we watch it together.

We watch until we are late for Bio class.

They are lots of people taking Bio this semester.

We can't get seats and we have to sit separately.

Bluey have free twister orange.

Chyihann take it and he berat hati to minum.

Me, as usual the playful one, I drink his twister orange when he went to toilet.

How Theng help me to finish as well.

When he back he saw his twister orange, he was so shock and all of us laugh.

It makes my day feel better after those unhappy moments.

Class ends.

Went night market with the bf at Cheras.

First visit and it's damn long.

Two of us feel exhausted after finish walking the night market.

Both of us sweat a lot but it's a new experience for me!

I can't eat a lot due to my sickness.

Back home around 9pm.

And now I'm totally out of energy.

And there goes my Wednesday.

Night world, hope you guys have a wonderful day too.

Working whole day tomorrow.

Damn sad case :(

Pica-pica :

Tako

ai yu ping :)

(it's nice and it's my first time trying it as well :p)

My dear dear favourite Tauhu Busuk.

Is real damn busuk.

I can smell it from all the way to get it

But eventually it taste good, better than what I had expected.

Good try!

Starving for food, Bitting the chopstick and wait me to feed him :p

* No picture from me because I look fugly XD

2010-01-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

" working is tiring, so please appreciate your every study moment!" >.<

Quoted by: Stephanie Hoh

Step-by-step ^.^

Singapore Trip

V-day :)

I hate photoshop to the Max!

蘇州河 (慕容雪 國語版)

Chinese New Year Spree ~

My Sunday :)

Shabu Night

蘇州河 (慕容雪國語版)