"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:48:00 PM
11:48:00 PM
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
很努力但还是得不到肯定, 此刻的我灰心了。我不干了！我努力的去找一百千你却给别人一百千，非要把距离拉得那么近让人喘不过气来！ 我无法在比下去了。 我投降。如果我的努力都是假的，你都无法看见， 我是彻底的绝望。我累了，这一次就随你吧。 排最后就最后吧！犹如你说的，我就是不努力，我就是不上进。
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Almost end of 2012, awaiting another brand new year
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:13:00 PM
9:13:00 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2012
Another long long month
Back to my blog :)
Is been a while I have neglected my blog...
Is already September and next month will be my favorite month October ....
September month another work hard month I would say.
CCP exam on next week, I'm still slaggy as usual.
Awaiting my another long weekend ---- Malaysia day!
August not that bad so September you better be good to me.
September to-do list :
1. Work hard for my CCP .
2. Achieve my monthly target
3. Loss 5kg ( it's a must)
4. Take good care of my skin, as in it getting worst lately and I'm kinda worry.
5. Drink more water
6. Not so offen go in to that " room", I hate it every time I have to go in.
7. Business as good as usual.
8. Spend less...
Wish me luck...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:34:00 PM
10:34:00 PM
Saturday, June 09, 2012
June, mid of 2012, time flies and yet I still there ~. 
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:05:00 PM
9:05:00 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Has been MIA for a while.
I'm back.
After 365 days working with the company, and yet I'm still ALIVE.
Thanks god!
Busy life as usual.
It's only 5 months being Marketing Officer, but I feel like ages...
I prefer my previous position and working environment.
Everything change, and yet life still moving on.
And this is what we called "life".
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:33:00 PM
11:33:00 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2011
很失望, 原来我的努力其实并不重要.
我讨厌对人欢笑但心里却非常的不开心.
想放弃,想逃的远远去.
讨厌现在的我.
讨厌不知该如何的我.
我的压力没人懂.
我无法满足每个人的需求.
我只能做好本分.
我的无奈也只能默默承受.
我其实并不快乐但我想不快乐的人应该还有很多.
我其实并没有很好, 我应该是一个很烂的人.
人生要何时才能走完?
因为我已感到非常的疲惫.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:33:00 PM
10:33:00 PM
Monday, October 31, 2011
End of October, my favorite month ~
It has been a while I didn't update my blog.
It's almost dead.
Just like me.
Two more months before 2012.
Kinda surprise I still survive after a long fight.
Life has been tough.
I'm not happy, it's true.
Alcohol doesn't help much lately ~
My friend advice me to be appreciate what I have now and I will feel better.
Stop looking backward just look forward.
But Ican't foresee my future
Life's unpredictable.
I'm not happy with my job, stress to the max, no one to talk with.
Life so suck and j'm so stuck!
Helpless yet useless.
Should I give up after giving myself a long try?
I so doubt on my own ability, maybe this is not the right career path for me?
I'm so lost, it's true.
I try to fake myself with a smile everyday
But how long can I stand?
So, what's next?
I'm still discovering.
A long month to go.
November, you better be wonderful!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:14:00 AM
12:14:00 AM
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Is almost mid of August.
Again, time flies ~
Working hard, when will be the end?
I'm not perfect, so please don't put high expectation to me.
Need a sweet escape before my emotionally break down.
I don't know how long I can do this but at least I try.
So, what's next?
Pray hard for everyday ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:31:00 PM
9:31:00 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2011
Saturday :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:44:00 AM
11:44:00 AM
Sunday, July 03, 2011
wishing for a better tomorrow :)
life could be better!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:51:00 PM
8:51:00 PM
Monday, June 06, 2011
很累。
被责备，心很痛。
或许我工作能力真的不如别人但我真的尽力了。
有多少次在回家的路途中我落泪了，很想放弃但还是忍了下来。
我真的有点累了。
这三个月感觉自己老了许多。
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:09:00 AM
1:09:00 AM
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
I'm not a workaholic but eventually I become a workaholic due to some reason.
Tones of cases, never ended workload and I never have enough time ~
I wish, I wish one day = 36 hours, then I will have more time to finish my work.
Is Wesak day, finally I could have one day to rest, clear my mind and take a rest.
Tomorrow another brand new day, another fighting day.
When my day will be ended?
It's a never end stories until ~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:24:00 PM
11:24:00 PM
Friday, April 01, 2011
what 's life?
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:43:00 PM
10:43:00 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Having a simple birthday celebration for Ms. Evelyn Soh last Wednesday ( birthday eve)
We dinner at a Korean Restaurant which located at Sri Petaling.
Simply can't remember the Restaurant name but overall the food is nice and yet not that pricey compare to the others Korean Restaurant.
Pica-pica for you guys :)
bff :)
boyfie, me & the Birthday girl
last & not least: me & the birthday girl
Happy Birthday to you and may all your dream comes true
Happy 2011
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:47:00 PM
11:47:00 PM
Monday, March 21, 2011
Another brand new week :)
Almost the end of March
Hello, April!
Spend my whole weekend with the boyfie.
It's great and of course I need more time for doing this kind of activities ~
Celebrating Boyfie's mum birthday tonight, having dinner with his family and chit-chat session with them, enjoy those precious moment :)
Lastly
Happy Birthday Auntie Sang!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:50:00 AM
1:50:00 AM
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